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Bonnie Jan 2015
i will be loved
i will be called "beautiful"
i will be caressed
i will be desired
i will be a lover
i will be... somebody

but for right now, i'm just breathing
and it's such a blessing but a curse

xo
Bonnie Jan 2015
i've seen less sunsets...
less sunrises...
and far less rainbows than you.

i've felt less raindrops...
less sunburns...
and far less snowflakes than you.
(because God knows it only snows once every decade in Texas)

but darling... if i could,
i would like to see and feel them with you...
if you permit.
*it doesn't have to be forever,
but it could be our forever*
Bonnie Jan 2015
they say that time goes by fast,
but 24-hours seems long...

some days my eyes get heavy...
and my eyelids begin to shut...
and not from exhaustion,
but form my thoughts...
24-hours,
1,440 minutes,
86,400 seconds
or 21,600 breaths
  Jan 2015 Bonnie
Eli Smith
They've told me that this is just an illusion
Reality is a bitter conformist
That I am seeing love for the first time through drunken eyes
That this cannot be real…
Maybe...maybe they're right
but I would like to think that this is reality for just one moment
Maybe I could will it to be true
Because love has never tasted so sweet,
His voice seeps honey
His hands, so gentle
His heart so pure
His love, so passionate
We are Yin and Yang
He is everything pure and innocent and righteous
And I am everything dark, and strong, and brave.
We are polar opposites but exactly the same,
Words are pointless when silence can fill the empty holes in your heart.
He makes me forget my compulsive need to fill the silence.
He knows how I eat, how I sleep, how I wake up in the morning.
He understands every laugh, every faked smile, every tear.
We understand that he will never be perfect,
but neither will I.
He is my other half,
needing me as much as I need him.
Without him, my chest tightens
my heart sinks,
my blood boils,
my body aches.
But with him, I don't feel butterflies
Tornadoes rip through my stomach
But I feel completely at ease
I swear we fell in love just for the juxtaposition
His touch is electric
So welcoming...so warm
They tell me that he is poison
That he will corrupt me
That he’s evil
Bipolar
They tell me that I am foolish
That we cannot love each other
But he sings sweet melodies into my heart.
I will not let myself forget how it feels to be in love through drunken eyes,
I will force myself to remember.

— The End —