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Mar 2021 · 108
BlxckSnow
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Longing to see you
It's been so long
Since you've gone
C'mon love me a Lil more
Just once more
Sail back to the grey shore

Dead to the core
My heart's been pumping on the concrete floor
Step on it
**** the ******* joke

Let's hope the ropes
Won't find its way
To lighten the dark
In a v shape mark

All I want is you
But I don't know what I need from you
Please don't come back
Cause every day I'm trying hard
To not to talk to you

I'm clueless idk what I really feel for you
Maybe you should go back
Maybe I don't love ya anymore
Maybe I don't give a **** bout ya
Maybe I don't wanna feel for ya
But maybe I just want you back more than I ever did before...
Mar 2021 · 98
Mxge
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Slave to goth lord GRΣΨ
It's a debut to my grave

Black blood
For love, we stray
Never-ending rage
For the war, we pray.

Mourning dove
Let's spray paint this globe black
Artfully like Zodiac

Plagues rise from the ice age
And let's rot together
Free us from our cage

For the dates
Join the Heaven's gate
Meet me in the spiritual space
Until then find a replacement

Who? Resurrection?
What a waste of imagination
Follow up Lu
To the eternal magical basement

Don't be enslaved
In your own cage
Search for purpose in the mortal circus

Burn a sage
Around the circle
Before they close the curtains...
Mar 2021 · 89
XcidRxin
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
A new hope
A new day
A new light
From up and above the grey sky
World of darkness
Say goodnight
Hey! Call me Icarus
I'm about to fly
Reach for the sun
To set my wings on fire
And still, I'll be satisfied
For I'm trying
To live my life
Once again after the goodbyes
On the edge to fall again
Like a drop of water
Falling from the sky
I don't know the feeling
When one falls from the eye
Edicius read it back
Now back to my life
Back to my old ways
And three of the six's to my knowledge...
Mar 2021 · 111
SXLVXTION
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
When I look in my brown eyes
Searching for my soul
I realise how impatient am I
To meet the king of grey
Senpai of death and life.
Light-bringer, Messiah, Lucifer, Newcomer,
Who suffers? Your people.
Your peaceful disciples, suicidals
Are waiting for your final arrival
For we pray
From the depths of
Never quenching fire
With thousands of cry
From a place of hope,
Sunshine, and butterflies.
Entering a new cycle
With a retitle
Who rewrites the bible
For equal or evil
What you stand for??
Calculate the number triple
Where free-will isn't illegal
Freedom isn't lethal
*** isn't a business
Immortal, no illness
No physical
But psychic
Spiritual wisdom
Not religious...
Mar 2021 · 109
Edicius for whxt?
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Smoking on black dope
Got my lungs black
I can feel nothing
I've got a black hole
In my chest
Void suits me best
Like there is no hope
For this globe
Always on the scope
Better run *******
Find your pope
For the sins, you've committed
Can't be unseen anymore
God unleash the Godzilla
To **** a ****** fella
Like me who broke the heart of Cinderella
Now I'm far away from the monsoon city show
Waiting for the sky to fall
As I'm High on *****
No more myopia
I can see for far for some instances
What is or isn't appropriate
Checkmate fate
He opened up the floodgates
Row row row your boat, Lil boy
I'll cut you down slow
Drown in the blood of yours
Let the dead body float to the shore
Rot and decompose
Skipping rope tied across the throat
Hang your loved one's on the road
This is just an episode
Before everything's about to explode...
Mar 2021 · 239
CxlloutmynxME
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I've been trying hard
Now I'm tired of trying
Maybe I'll find some peace
Finally when I'll be asleep
Waiting for the call of the universe
For I don't want to do it myself
Don't keep me on hold for I can't atone for my sins
Save me from this hell
Let me rest in peace...
Mar 2021 · 210
RestMeInTheShxdeOfXTree
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I'm tryna see the earth then die,
With no goodbyes.
Bury me under the blue sky.
Don't cry while I'm mummified,
Sing me my favourite lullaby.
And so, I'll be satisfied
Mar 2021 · 79
2021
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
love seek silence
distant pirates are rising
for once again to claim diamonds

As this ticker encountered Medusa
while dealing within Bermuda
And so it turned into stone of turquoise
my precious
close to the bird once was

fly you little faithful fool
step out of the whirlpool
faker isn't coming back
for he befriended the ghouls of the black

run away with thy
timeless treasure of memories  
before the noise destroys
lastest of joy

seek for your silence
behold the nature
the only place where you can find
your stranger

seek for peace
from your inner voice
and listen to those melodies
of new possibilities...
Mar 2021 · 59
Xnew
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I don't mind waiting if it means I can be with you again

I don't mind dreaming if it means I can meet you there again

I don't mind wishing if it means I can get you back again

I don't mind praying if it means I can have you again

I don't mind talking if it means we can get along again

I don't mind kissing if it means I can feel you again

I don't mind drawing if it means I can see you again

I don't mind smoking if it means I can share again

I don't mind beefing if it means I can protect you again

I don't mind crying if it means you'll come to wipe again

I don't mind dealing my soul to keep you safe

I don't mind killing if it's the demon's you are fighting with

I don't mind forgiving if it means you won't play with my brain again

I don't mind losing if it means I can win your heart again

I don't mind leaving if it means that'll ease your pain

I don't mind stopping if it means I can walk again

I don't mind falling if it means I get to fly again

I don't mind swimming even if it means I'll drown again

I don't mind living if it's with you I've to spend my life

I don't mind wasting my time if it's on you again

I don't mind wasting my love if it's on you again

I don't mind doing anything 'cause
I really don't wanna be alone again

I want nothing except you 'cause
You're my everything...
Mar 2021 · 69
Rxce
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Love be my appetite
I'm dying out of hunger
As my heart wanders
For a perfect lover

I've got my own seven wonders
My mother and
Five beloved brothers
To cover up my blunder
They won't let me surrender to

Flashy thunders
Call up the number
Of trippy stoner
Before hunter
Hunts for another
Seventh being my other

Love her or
It's finna a ******
Torn asunder
For you plundered
Belongings of Blade runner
Last to last summer

Not a black leman
Or a white gunner
Grey be my true colour
Like a freeman sailor
The true light-bringer

Saints and sinners
Are dead ringers
Only one to suffer
Are great swimmers
Just fly with your wings
And flutter
'Cause life ain't a fixture
For you to be a winner...
Mar 2021 · 93
EyeForXnEye
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Flowers like you attract some bee's
That ***** out and moves to the next one
For the honey, they please
I'm locked up with my insecurities
Help me to find the right keys

I'm walking through hell
Ever since I fell for our rebel
My lungs have turned into a tar well
As I'm smoking cigarettes
Craving for your smell
Do you think of me when you feel yourself?
Cause I'm waiting for you to ring my doorbell

I can sense the presence of happiness
In shots of sunrise and clamminess
No lights in the city sky
While you talk about the secrets
Hiding behind the moonlight

And I am okay with the fact that you're trying to
Save yourself for someone else
Someone named Hercules
Adventurer of seven seas
As I'm sure of this
Pretty soon even he will fall on his knees
When you'll introduce him to a disease
With your magical breeze
The same heart disease called ecstasy
That made me mentally unease
The same heart disease called love
That made my senses freeze
You considered me just another bee
Sadly you missed a butterfly
Passing by, kiss you goodbye
Miss Poison Ivy...
Mar 2021 · 61
WxteryGrxve
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Why would I fight to survive
After twilight
I would rather choose to lay down
On the ocean bed without a frown
I would rather choose to drown
Under the moonlight
For a beautiful good night
Mar 2021 · 72
YungPlxgue
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Taurus the tigress
Her Aura's the brightest
Flawless and Finest
A fallen gorgeous

Ate from the tree of knowledge
Of good and evil
Fell from the garden of Eden
Into a mortal prison
Why no one's talking about the tree of life
One guided by Cherubim on the eastern region

Just a mythos like they say about Phaethon
Son of God of the sun in Greek religion
Riding the chariot
Froze, then burned almost everything in existence
Thunderbolt killed him during this process

Another legend of Horus
The Eyeless
Son of Isis and Osiris
Revenged the dead
And later received magical iris

Six days for zonke
On the seventh let me be
Zonked and feel happy
Before entering the Tophet valley

Might be bleeding for freedom
But can't let my vro's down
For this will be a treason
So I decided to keep my wrist covered
For the same reason, they cover their face
During this pushing up daisies season...
Mar 2021 · 111
Monxchopsis
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Wednesday evening
Lays back on his bed
Sky gazing
Hand on his chest
As clouds move towards the west
While the sunsets

Birds chirping for the last time
Before going back to their nest
While the intelligent one's
Are on house arrest

He wonders why is he still breathing
While Mozart plays back on his head
Watch's gulf between a luxurious masterpiece
And snitch on streets
Pondering why does he exist
In a society that restricts
To be the man he is

A man who loves
Loves animals and birds
More than humans
Who loves herbs and words
Who long to see places
More than faces
A man who chooses to be faceless
Rather than being in races
A man of peace

Finding verity in degrees
From occult teachings
Every chess piece plays its roles
And the universe controls
Every soul
And so knowing this truth
He finds some ease
Just moments before his
Last heartbeats
Meet Mr NICEGUY
As he rests in peace...
Mar 2021 · 71
ForlornBird
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
A flock of birds flew away
In search of blue skies
As it was cold and grey
Under the city sky
Preparing for tomorrow
As they suffer today


Hunting for hope;
For a new home
Away from polluted air
And toxic river foam


As they flew in search
Across the concrete jungle
They encountered the soil parched
Drought had them crumbled
They started to struggle
Without food and water
To move their muscles


On the thirteenth day
Only one outta ten was alive
He flapped his wings again to fly
By the end of the day
He knew he couldn't survive
As he realised
He got no one else to wish him goodbye


The lonely bird died with a smile
As he foresaw his loved ones
Flying in paradise
A flock of birds flew away
from Bombay forever
Never to come back again...
Mar 2021 · 84
StoneTxblets
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
As he closed his eyes
He fantasized, tongue-tied
His hands slide through her *******
While she sits on his thighs

It's when her body gets paralyzed
Neck kisses from behind
Helped her to revive
Not worrying about the hickeys
But she has to hide
Cover up with makeup and lies
'Cause their love ain't authorised

It's no surprise
It's when they were not supervised
Their love bloomed to new heights
In the dark or under the sunlight
She always had him hypnotized

This universe won't glorify you for free
It's gonna make you pay some prize
And his blue skies
Turned as grey arise

He missed his flight
Now to survive
He needs to fly
Back into the sky
Over Mount Saini
To follow new commandments
In the midst of her cry
To find the apple of his eye

As love can't be killed
It never dies
But stick by nigh an evil eye
He's been asleep for a long time

Restricted samurai
Like a tree of bonsai
Cutting down his string
To grow high
As he wishes to fly
Now above his own grey sky...
Mar 2021 · 65
SpxceGoxt
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Look in my eyes
And you'll find how much you mean to me
Look again see what you did

Now it's no more we
It's just you and me

But I won't beg you to come back
You won't find me on my knees

No more sorry
No more, please

I would walk myself to the beach
To drown in the sea

But lately
I wish to start again with ABC's

Fly high in my own space
I don't want to follow your lead

I'm not an edgy wannabe
This is what it is
What I feel under my skin

Feel for thyself
In a world full of wolves under the sheepskin
Feel your heart from within
You ain't the same naive teen

No bandage can fix your heart bleeding
And no drugs that'll do the healing

Only your feelings
Gonna stop you from sleeping

Stay strong
Keep breathing...
Mar 2021 · 93
WhoXreYou
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
We start a journey together with someone
Side by side
Walking on the road
With destined site
A day comes when inevitably
Our paths divide

A chemical reaction in your body
You know but still can't slide
All you do is cheat on yourself, run and hide,
Hiding from the feelings that are buried inside
That's the same story every ****'in night
Your brain orders your heart to get over it
But the moment they left he eventually died
Poor thing couldn't survive

But look the moon still shines every night
As bright as he should be in the sky
Nothing's gonna dim his **** light
Unless it's another eclipse of his life

Let's talk about the god of billions
Where does he resides
Which one to bow down
Which one lied
Which one is verified
And which one verify's
A genocide to be right
He isn't satisfied
With human sacrifice
He'd much more dignified
If peace and love was our guide

Yet I'm starving for the divine
Yet I'm not happy to be alive...
Mar 2021 · 71
Xreyousxtisfied
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Crucifix or triple six
Racism, fascism and
Materialistic tricks
They all got blood on their fingertips
Want her strip right down the hips
Play the vertical lips
Yeah that's what you hear on mixtapes
About relationships
Have you ever witnessed an eclipse
This world doesn't have a **** to give
Playtime is over, cut your hide and seek
This time no one's gonna build a ship
Off-course souls
Flip the coin
Get on an astral trip
Liberate your mind
Like an occultist
Ask thyself these questions
Art thou, ready for an apocalypse??
Art thou, ready for a second shift??
Art thou, ready to fall asleep??
Art thou, ready to witness thy sins??
Art thou, ready to dive in Styx??
Mar 2021 · 77
Xngel
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Those lips, that nose,
Those brown eyes,
Traditional orange gown
Could've led to my demise.
Is this how angels disguise??
When they climb down
From their crown
That lies up over seven skies.

She was so bright for my eyes
I got blinded by her light
Ever since that encounter
I chased for her attention
As if it was my birthright

Days passed, months too
But not our nights
As we winterized
Our body temperature raised
Never rushed in
Between those thick thighs
Cause I knew she had my prize
A holy *******
Just a touch with slow rub-down
Made her feel butterflies
And so, I got an angel paralyzed
Its always been our way to over-romanticize

God caught upon us
And he didn't like
My idea of love
With his beloved angel
He snitched her from me
And all I did was to watch her go helplessly
Witnessing our terminal twilight
As she ghosted me to drown in my tears of blood
As I was nothing. But her God's creation, out of the mud.

God committed a crime
When he took away my pride
God assisted a suicide
When he took away my ecstasy
The love of my life...
Mar 2021 · 161
The Bexch
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Blackest of night,
Under the sky
I saw you sitting alone
On the white beach.
As calm waves approached,
With the sound of the ocean
Came along a comforting breeze.

I felt cold sand
Beneath my feet.
Nothing else just the stars
And me witnessing something
That's beautiful, arguably.
Nothing else just you
On the scene
Man, you're special to me.


I saw you mourning alone
On the white beach.
Puffing your cigarettes
Like you didn't want it to end,
As if you were searching for me.

Suddenly, a light from above shined upon you
Illuminating thee.
I called upon you
Again and again,
As loud as I could.
But you couldn't hear me.
I was standing right in front of you
But you couldn't see me.

Lastly, I understood you weren't searching for me
You were searching
For the man, I used to be.
Your eyes were looking out
For the dead part of me. Honey,
You won't find that part of me.
Either live with those memories
Or come back to reality
I had the key
To choose the worthy

I wish I could have stayed with you
For a little longer
In our dark wonderland
But I wanted to feel the colours still around me...
Mar 2021 · 91
Nxme
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Last night, I had a dream about you
That you never left my side
And I can still claim you as mine
Then I woke up
And it was all gone
I knew the truth
That you did too
I know that you knew
What others shouldn't know
And sometimes I wish
I could go back in time
And undo
Me and you
Tell me for once what I can do
To atone for my sins
For the forgiveness of our friends


Don't let me go
Cause I'm tired of
Feeling all alone
Missing your calls
On my cell phone
I'm hoping to see your face
Once again
Hug me tight
This time
Kiss me for once again
Never let me go
On the road
Of loneliness again
Can't bear my chestful pain
For I saw the takeoff
Of your plane
I'm no longer sane
Thankful to Ghostemane
Even if you can't claim
At least
Remember my name  
Until your memory fades...
Mar 2021 · 330
INSXN
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Kamal ka phool kechad mein khilta hai
Par dekk tere damann mein kechad kitna hai

Pyar baatne se badta hai
Dharm ke naam phe tu kyu ladta hai
Janta hu koi naah hai masoom
Par akhir mein insan hi tho marta hai

Bhattka sa tu firta hai
Tutt jaane phe
Hasna kyu bhulta hai
Aye musaafir tujhe aage badna hai
Tu chalta re
Manzil ka pata nahi
Kar wahi jo lage dil ko sahi

Yaar aaise hai jo
Bhulane par bhi bhulte nahi
Bachpan ki yaade
Whai purani baate
Andheri raato mein hum ghum ** gaye sabhi

Kho diya humne apne aapko
Iss insano ki basti mein kahi

Abb kyu jalta hai tu
Naah raha ishq naah mehboob
Kya baacha hai karne ko mehsus
Dillagi aur bedardi ke beech hu masroof...
Mar 2021 · 59
Decxdes
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You lead
I'll follow
Even if it's wrong
It still doesn't bother
Cause I never really considered
What's gonna happen tomorrow

You are my greed
Loving you is my creed
Guess I'm paying for my misdeeds
Cause I can't have you
You're gone for so long
How cannot I miss
But, now I should proceed
As time concedes
Yet, my heart bleeds

Sometimes I end up in a situation
Where I urge to hurt myself
Cut up my eyelids
An uncertain notion to poke through my gums
Until I feel my brain as you read this
Memories of you feed my depression
Like it was hungry for decades

I don't want to feel pain
Numb the game
Get me high
Slow down the speed
Let me hallucinate
So I can rejuvenate
And eliminate our ties
You think unwanted ones are the worst
Have you ever heard of unsaid goodbyes??
Mar 2021 · 70
Lxw
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Lxw
Love is the law
For you're my bright day;
I can portray you
Like beautiful dawn,
Need no colour or crayons

Just hang on
You need not run for the marathon
Open up your eyes wide
And seek for Zion
Beware of devil's claw
Learn about Pentagon

When the sky turns grey
So, I shall be the one
To admire you secretly
After the dusk falls
Like a shadow play
Waiting for your phone calls
No more space in my ashtray
I can feel my lungs have fallen prey

Without you, I feel like a vagabond
Cause my heart's stray
I'm at the threeway
With double play
I may end up like Icarus
And fall someday
For if I ever came close to you
My wings made of clay
Will eventually melt away

I've never believed in
What this world displays,
Never but no maybe I'm gonna pray
To keep my love safe...
Mar 2021 · 70
Cutthroxt
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Ed, Edd, Eddy
I'm on an edge
Mf I'm edgy

Cutthroat, slit throat
Let the blood flow
Let it spill on the floor
Drowning in my blood
Cause I've got a hole on my love boat

Gave her *******
Now I don't wanna **** her anymore
Money on my mind
I wish that ***** called me honey

I lost all my lifelines
Relationships are pretty funny
In this lovely world
Life can get ugly

All of my heroes are rotten in a ****'ing grave
Who's gonna save us
From this system of slaves, we are in
From cradle to grave
Take me next
For I won't regret it anymore
Cause ik I'm meant to stay in hell...
Mar 2021 · 89
Blxck Venus
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Money can buy happiness
But fortunately, I'm broke to afford any
Proud about Manliness and Womanliness??
Contemplate the Black Venus

Smoke *** or snort coke
Eventually, you'll croak
Thanks to Crowley
I'm woke in my twenties
To witness the world full of envy

Almighty Phoebus
Throw some light on fetuses
It's time for the arrival of Phenix...v
Mar 2021 · 56
TheRexsonY
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
The reason I gave up on puling is
That I want to use the suffering and pain in me
As a tool to help me grow and stay down to earth at the same time
To realise what I've been through and why I am still running in the game
To walk with this burden in my chest until I rest

To gain from sorrow
To be a kind being
To be a human being
And most importantly to be me
So nothing can change unless I let it all out
Every minute that passes up by reminds me to stay humble

For you, my heart may seem cold
But there is a reason behind everything I do
Which is untold
Only when someone will finally able to break through my walls and unfold
You'll surely find a heart of gold
Cuz never did I sold my soul
For this phoney world with a virtual life
Of mask wearers and as sightless blindfolded holds...
Mar 2021 · 72
lullxby
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Each time when teardrops
Roll down from your cheeks
My eyes bleed
In dire
Taking me deep in misery
Adding up into my misdeeds
I find responsible for
This world so filthy
Rather more myself guilty
Getting me a step closer
To hellfire
Sing me a dark lullaby
Mar 2021 · 48
Home
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I still remember your touch
The way you used to hold my hand
The jealousy in your eyes
Your insecurities and
The after-effects

The way you acted when you felt defenceless
when someone else got close
You tried your best
To hide your feelings
Pretending to be emotionless
Pretending to be someone else

Now I realise
how naive I was
To break your trust
I should've never let you go
In the first place
I was too young to realise
That you were the first
I fell in love with

Unintentionally even so
I ended up playing with our hearts
I apologise
Give me one more chance
I won't let anyone else
To break us

Babe come to me
I won't put you down this time
Let the world know about
This side of ours
And if you prefer not to
Let's run away somewhere far
Far away from everyone
From people whom we can't stand
To a place, we can truly call our home
A new world of our own...
Mar 2021 · 267
Suffering bxirn
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Was Mining for hope
   But there is no silver lining
   Daemons watch' in Humans
   as he is smiling
   While witnessing our suffering
   We, descendants, are crying
   Cities on fire, this planet is burning
  
   Satan is winning,
   even saints are sining
   We're not even trying
   To take a stand for bodies that are hanging
  
   Consider the killer
   But they've got the keepers
   Each one of the beginner
   Has a rightwinger
   Politics is an old game for cheaters
   Criminals are the new winners
   Climbing and crushing over the piles of bodies
  
   Stop getting triggered Bitc-
   *****, take off the inners,
   If you wanna have dinner.
   My heart can't take this anymore,
   But of course, our livers can.
   Ubuntu is just a word now which has no real meaning...
Mar 2021 · 61
The grim rexper
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
With every flip
As time skips
My life slips
In the hands of the grim reaper
head down for a kip
Take me on a trip
upon your magic spaceship,
My senses have been stripped,
my hands want to feel your grip,
I'm living life on a guilt trip
I'll write down my will in hieroglyphs
As I take the hot seat...
Mar 2021 · 69
Cxn I?
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Promises you made for future
together and forever
As a groom and a bride
*** comes along as a bribe
We Make love
Under the moonlight

We inject substances
in our systems
High as we fly
Our generation won't subside
When life gets hard
The only thing we decide
Is to end our lives

I'm gonna pop a pill of cyanide
Before the outbreak of genocide
I had done a lot of bad things,
Even once tried suicide,
Idk ******* myself
I'm lookin' to do just one good deed
Before I die
Can I still go to heaven
if I **** myself tonight...
Mar 2021 · 47
Fxll
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
We are at the brink
This world is falling
And no one's else to blame but us
Everything will be gone just in a blink
Dystopia is calling

Humans are under threat by their own race
We are falling
We wake up with the fear of losing
Our loved ones every morning

This system is creating nothing
But spreading
Hate, sorrow and suffering
And we are falling
Like a prey, hunted by predators
The end is coming

Middle East, Africa and now Asian countries
Are dealing with  civil issues
Targeting communities
'Cause the authorities are somewhat Islamophobic

Human rights are overlooked
In this era, like never known before
How can separating babies from their parents is righteous??
Even the angels above
Are doleful and astonished

Planet on fire
Here love is overtaken by ****** desires
Politicians are liars
Media is unfair
The world is turning into despair

We are at a brink
This world is falling
World war is close by
Dystopia is calling...
Mar 2021 · 61
THXNKYOU
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I can see you changing
And you don't have the slightest clue
That how happy I am to see
These changes in you

You are finally trying to vanquish
these fences; the wall that was built over the years of our knowing
I can see them turning,
Turning back a bit by bit into the ashes

It's hard for me to  believe the change in you
But I'll try to open up this time to you
Don't give up on me yet; it's too soon
Anyway if that day doesn't come up soon for you
All I want to say to you
Is a massive THANK YOU!!!
Mar 2021 · 51
Lost stxr
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Love is a plague
That turned my ecstasy into misery
Thou brightest of the stars in the Nuit
The star of hope which I've lost somewhere in my journey
While I was returning back into the abyss.
I've had enough of this suffering
Wanna quit set me free
Seize what you feel
And let me flee...
Mar 2021 · 52
Xbyss
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You gave me strength
To overcome my weakness
You consider me as your friend
But I'm nothing more than a *******

You still take a stand
Regardless of our differences
We don't really talk much
Come seek me I'm behind the fences

You taught me so much
I followed you with my eyes closed,
Without a question

I broke your trust
But trust me,
I just wanted to get closer.
Closer than ever before

I'm so grateful
That you are saving me from the abyss
Look in my eyes
Forgive me for my lies
I know that you know
What I'm hiding behind my smile is

You said emotions makes us weak
So I tried to slaughter every part of it
Closed my eyes so tight that
It hasn't been wet since

Now I'm feeling empty inside
I wonder how would you manage to comprehend
That I was not as strong as you were
Now I'm colder than anyone you know around
Cold-hearted than you can ever be my friend
You think I'm your friend
But I'm nothing more than a ******* ...
Mar 2021 · 54
SCHEMxCIDE
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
I'VE BEEN NUMB EVER SINCE YOU WENT,
LOST MY DEAREST, FRIENDS, AT A YOUNG AGE
WANT TO FEEL PAIN AGAIN
COMMIT SCHEMACIDE, WITH SEPPUKU, IN MY FATE

LUCIFER IN MY HEAD SHOWS ME THE DOOM THAT WORLD IS ABOUT TO MEET
THE FLOWER IN MY HEART WANTS TO BLOSSOM DON'T PLUCK ME BEFORE I BLOOM
CUZ IT'S HARD TO GROW SUCH FLOWERS IN GLOOM

ALL THAT I SEE IS THE LIGHT
RECEDING INTO THE DARK OF THE NIGHT
Mar 2021 · 51
Mxgic
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
When the sky turns pink
And when love is in the air we breathe
We'll make love on our bed
Until everything turns into magical red
I'll love you, ******* until my very last breath...
Mar 2021 · 59
pxthetic
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Almost every night I have this same dream,
People targetting me for unknown reasons.
At my workplace, my home.
Blaming me for things I never did;
Yelling and screaming.


I try hard to get control over me
But, at some point my temper
Gets all over me.


I feel all alone,
This feeling is well-known.
I'm sick of dealing with people's behaviour
So, I started finding ways to cut them out.
Getting zonked and run around.


This part breaks me down.
I'm standing on the edge of a cliff,
Asking everyone around
Will you join me, while I jump down?
They look at me while no-one utters a sound.
None of them wanted me to climb back down...





I wake up realising nobody is by my side.
Thinking that's how I'ma die,
I've got no friends.


Isolated me in my room, so I'm not stressed
I'm tired of love, tired of hate
Turning me emotionless;
Insensitive and depressed. I guess.


My dreams and reality are both messes.
If you have someone in your life
Who can help you out from pitfalls
Just remember you're truly blessed...
Mar 2021 · 60
disXppeXr
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
My temper cost me a whole year,
A degree of Bachelors.
Now I'm a dropout, a failure.


The traumatic experience is severe,
I wish I can run away from here.
Dunno where just want to disappear.


Lacking back isn't my fear.
Covered by responsibilities as if an atmosphere,
My only reason to reappear.


Time to gear up,
Hike up like a mountaineer.
This is not the end of my career,
Proving myself once again is to adhere...
Mar 2021 · 53
Xmity
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
From candy store to outdoor tours,
You had my back like no other.
From sharing secrets and cigs,
And Ending together in a police car.
You helped me overcome my deepest scars.



I hope you can see,
You're a mentor for me.
I'm guitar and you're my strings.
I Can ignore this world for "We".



Back and forth,
Like waves on the shore.
I'm emotional and sore.
We act like we're mature,
Feelings aren't discussed anymore.



You're just beside me, but you're still too far
We're not just friends,
Obviously something more.
I'm for sure...
Mar 2021 · 60
cXreless
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
You're precious, you ain't got a clue.

My world revolves around you.

But, your reckless behaviour isn't something new.

Sorry for a day, then you redo, out of the blue.

You don't heed about the time I give you.

Always considered you over my crew, left-back in the queue.

Same mistakes you do, even if you knew, you'll rue.

You don't care about the efforts I put onto.

Who am I to you?? A fool for you.

Should I care about you??

Mental breakdowns are what I go through, only if you knew...
Mar 2021 · 63
RedMext
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Caught red-handed with red meat in the kitchen.
Forced to repeat slogans, afraid and flinching.
Threats on religion.
Deaths by mob lynching.


Issues increased in the power of BJP.
Bodies left hanging on a tree.
One religion country is the mentality.
This may end national unity
At, the cost of human blood stupidly.


124 Injured, attacked, beaten brutally
Using sticks, bricks and politics.
Done by the Community of lunatics.


Caught with beef
28, Murdered on streets.
When asked, it was an "accident" said the chief.


Ever since 2k14,
Oppressing the minorities was the motive;
Targetting the people of green.
Even, media is been sugar-coated.


The life of a human is cheaper than that of a cow
Can't even speak about it in this country, Somehow
Hate conquered morality, shamefully head bowed.
I should be scared of writing this cause, they can **** me now...



Worshipping is the purest thing a man can do
But you gotta ask yourselves does Almighty requires this??
Worshipping him on the basis of Violence?? Hate?? Enforcement??
He (The Almighty) must be hurt for being the reason behind these incidents. For which he is not even responsible for.
Mar 2021 · 650
Ubuntu
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Left with no clues
Broken down into two
But who knew
What's into you
Unless relived what's untrue

Trying to move too
In search of new views
To detach feeling need some new tools
From remote access of Bluetooth

Feelings stuck as glue do
What's this Hoodoo-Voodoo
I don't know you
Or your crew
Who are you??
Fly away back to
Wherever you choose to

Need no helping hand to go through
Just an alter-ego to grow through
Don't let your eyes fool you
The end is near aren't you spooked too??
In search of ubuntu...
Mar 2021 · 48
Survivxl
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Money ain't love
Money is the root cause of evil
Used for survival and also commit what's illegal

Wealthy guy happy and comfy
Inviting his buddies
Most of them are badass and junkies
Doing drugs got his nose runny
Leftovers in the plates
Think'in that's cool and funky

Across the same street, the scenario is a bit ugly
Muddy one saving each penny
Living with his wife and a puppy
Responsibilities of the newborn sonny

Worried about his future and studies
It's the same around the globe
Not just in selective countries

Spending money  to build statues and dummies
Instead of feeding skinny homeless children's
And filling their tummies
Homicides for survival money
To buy some bread, jam and a bottle of honey
Changes can be made that are bonnie...
Mar 2021 · 61
Politicixn
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Feelings that you vandalize
Well, there is nothing to say but goodbye
Feelings that you vandalize just, one too many lies
The hope of the luxurious Right to life
Hiding Pocket knife
Politically Advertising fake Paradise

Lies and crimes
Dreams Sacrificed
Eternal life
Men lost appetite to take an emcee to the afterlife
Passed out and crossed the double line
How can anyone be so asinine?

Economically Broken
Ocean of Lies Spoken
The wrong one is chosen

Farmers hanging on a rope
Corrupts expanding their scope
Women equality going down the *****

Competition over religion
Politician on television with great position
And stupid opinion
Should have a revision on morality
For the country's good vision...
Mar 2021 · 51
Probxbly
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
Hidden secrets
Not claiming practices did
If you get to know what's going on in one's mind
You would probably hate'em


What they think about your beliefs
Their views on this society
It May not be the same
You would probably hit'em


Even though they may not be wrong
But their views may harm your faith
You would probably slit'em


Call me a hypocrite
I need to finish my own film
I quit!!! From all *******
At least, I won't regret that I said it...
Mar 2021 · 57
Sepxrxted
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
In religious movies, where love is meant to be.
Bloodthirsty society,
Causing immortal anxiety.


Separated them successfully.
They lost their identities,
Forced to walk with Unknowns and Unknown destinies.
But, the new one was contrary to their expectancies.


Their parents were guilty of irresponsibilities.
Formalities among amities,
Nasty insecurities.
Dealing with mixed personalities.


Her eyes were attractive like ruby,
A mesmerizing beauty.


Now, he adores his love confidentially,
With memories on screen.
By, Re-imagining some scenes,
Heart skipping beats, Mind ****' in screams...
Mar 2021 · 82
Xnti-virus
XnwxrMxlik Mar 2021
The grass always seems to be greener on the other side
I don't believe in humanity when the purpose is genocide

Political crisis causing innocent people to lose lives
It's sad to see so many lifeless
The global issue of poverty we might need King Midas
Greedy eyes of human beings accepting the blindness
Forgetting that being alive is priceless

Shot down, killed and much other wildness
This is all we hear and see is this wiseness??

Terrorism is a virus
It should be minimized
Every problem has a solution
So make an antivirus
Turn-on the sirens
It's time to end brutality an end for the violence

Rather than hatred and dark side of sadness
Give guidance and spread brightness
It's high time to do things that are simply righteous
Spread love and kindness
For humanity at its finest
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