All we said at 1 am
We wake up and it’s not the same
All those moonlight thieves take us away from sleep
Your words I wish to keep
Lies, Lies that’s all we are baby
The rest of the world would judge us crazy
If only you could be mine for more than a night
I don’t know what’s right so I write
The sky light danced in your deep blue eyes
It’s 1 am let’s stay till sunrise
If I fall asleep you'll haunt my dreams        
You and I could make a good team
Even if we're not good company
Being alone is way to scary

La musique de mon coeur cri ton nom
Tu veux même plus répondre
Tu m’a oublier
Comme le mois de janvier

Je devrais calmer ma négativité
Mais je t’aime comme l’été
Tu fais partie de mon ADN
Tu est pire que la vie que je méne

Jamais je pourrais t’oublier
Même avec le mal que tu m’as fais
Tu n'es même pas honnête avec toi même
Je voulais juste que tu m’aime

J’ai pas demander grand chose
Comment tu ose?
Tu me traite comme ça
Comme si je n'étais pas la

Un jour je me vengerai
Et je te casserai
Comme tu la fais pour moi
Tu ne m'oubliera pas

C’est fini je ne veux plus te voir
Tu est du verre cassé
Je ne veux plus te toucher.

Where did you go?
I have been missing you. You know?
What happened to you? Did life destroy you that bad?
Remember when we would dance in our room and dream of growing up.
I wish somebody would have told us that the future would hurt.
Remember those endless playdates with your friends everyday afterschool?
When homework wasn’t a thing.
When boys didn't matter that much.
When we didn't care what people said about us.
When were free and life was so easy.
But after all we wanted to grow up. We dreamed of it.
And,well, here we are. I miss you. You were good to me.
I do have question for you. Was I always so sad?
Would mean a lot if you could let me know.

XOXO

Older you ;)

Where to start on this day
I arrived stressed, then you asked me to bring me closer
I could smell your smell that made me want you
When I knew I had another lover of mine
Then after standing up
You kissed me
At that moment I realized how much I dreamed of it
How to deal with these feelings that we have
Our tongues ​​fought
All the sadness in the world has been lost
Friends, lovers we don't know
All the words I dreamed of hearing you pronounced  
I realise how I can’t pretend that I do not love you
Our looks tighted
But we don't know what love is and it's much better like that
I only want your delicate gestures
When I saw you go away slowly
Our tears started a storm
Then we put our love aside
Wet eyes and broken hearts
Then without any choice
I escaped in the Brussels rain
Going out I eat a sweet story to forget the taste of your lips
But the taste wouldn’t  leave
I ran in the rain
I cried telling myself that I had broken 3 hearts today
I needed love, I cry for help
It’s the fire of hearts running

If only they could see
Life has been ******* with me mentally
I can’t get out of this no more
Crying on the ****** bathroom floor
Hoping you could see
What the devil wants to do to me
Depression has me
It won’t set me free
That’s all you don’t see
If only you knew
The terrible thoughts I had since i’ve become blue
If only you could feel
The feeling of never being able to heal
Every Night I pray
That one day
You’ll see
You’ll understand
That life never happened as planned

I kissed my crush's best friend
And it breaks my heart
I let the beer kick in
I didn't  control it
I didn't want it
But it happened anyway
And 12 hours away
I could say I kissed my crush's best friend today

High in the clouds I lose my mind
Different then the whole of humankind
To young to stay strong
You’re gonna wanna come along
I pretend I’m so **** stupid
But I got more powers than cupid
I hate society so I go to my own world
Reality is so blurred
Music keeps my soul going
I’ll pretend I’m so clueless but I’ll be knowing
My eyes will wonder through your soul
My heart is filled with love and a big dark hole
I work on angel energy
So many say I’m just crazy
A rocket girl out of this universe
I know everything has a purpose
You just met infinity girl

They look at me from across the dinner table
Trying to give me another label
Selfish, hypocrite, complex
What's next?
If only you could see
What this life is doing to me
You ask me what's wrong
The answer you don't want to belong
But I know it will be
I can't live a life that troubles me

J’écris parce ce que ça ne vas plus
J’écris parce ce que mes problèmes ne se sont toujours pas résolu
J’écris parce ce que je pense trop a toi
J’écris parce ce que je n'utilise plus vraiment ma voix
J’écris parce ce que ça me fait sourire
J’écris parce ce que ça me rappelle les bon souvenirs
J’écris parce ce que defois les autres me manque  
J’écris parce ce que ça me rend un peu plus charmante
J’écris parce ce que je suis juste comme ça
J’écris parce ce que je suis pas comme toi
J’écris parce ce que ça m’aide à ne pas me mentir
J’écris parce ce que tout me fait ralentir
J’écris parce ce que sinon j’ai mal a l’estomac
J’écris parce ce que si s'écrivaient pas je ne serai pas la

You see red
This has gotten out of our head
I see you
I feel you
Your here next to me
It’s like we're under the sea
Your fingers discover my waist
Making me feel embraced
Your lips discover my soul
We have control
Our bodies dance in the moonlight
Perfectly tight
It’s us and only us
**** the world
You push your hair back
Then we attack
You say this is happiness
Not because I’m barely dressed
Just because I’m yours
Because we’re our favourite flavours
Your skin tastes like pina colada
Let’s worry about nada
My soul so delicate
So far from hate
Destiny brought us here
You kiss away my fear
Pump up our love
It’s like our drug
You may be a wanted man
But tonight you're just my man
Let’s play with fire
Let’s keep going higher
It’s all for love
Fly me above
I love all the words you said
While I was kissing your neck

That empty whole in my stomach is expanding
Am I that commanding?
My light is slowly shutting down
Soon I will make no sound
There all so immature
I wonder if I will find a cure
Maybe I will not last
Haunted by my past
I can feel my heart slowly break
I’m always awake
Maybe I’m just foolish or clueless
Maybe I’m just useless
I have to stop making stupid excuses
For letting other people leave me bruises

That empty whole in my stomach is expanding
Am I that commanding?
My light is slowly shutting down
Soon I will make no sound
There all so immature
I wonder if I will find a cure
Maybe I will not last
Haunted by my past
I can feel my heart slowly break
I’m always awake
Maybe I’m just foolish or clueless
Maybe I’m just useless
I have to stop making stupid excuses
For letting other people leave me bruises

C’est incroyable comment 3 lettre peuvent tout changer
Il suffit d’un J, d’un T et finir avec un M et tout devient plus beaux
Ça devient lisse et poétic
Mais es-ce que ces trois letter peuvent perdres leur sense?
Es-ce que un a moment ça peut devenir un souvenir?
J'espère que non
J’ai peur que ce soit trop ****
Que si j’écrit nos trois lettres ça ne soit pas réciproque
Que nos trois lettres sont devenu que mes 3 lettres
Que tu a donner t’est 3 lettres à quelqu’un d’autre
Parce ce que moi mais 3 lettres seront toujours que pour toi

Only we know that the smile made with 2 dots and parentheses is the best
Only we know our deepest secrets
Only we know our story
Only we know were a little naughty
Only we know were waiting 2 minutes before sending a text back
Yes,only we know that
Only we know our level of innocence
Only we know there’s no coincidence
Only we know we can’t be happy
Only we know were chatty
Only we know it will be hard to be together
Only I know I want it to be forever.

Not talking to you is like killing my dreams
It’s like everything isn’t as it seams
I feel like it’s a day wasted
Knowing I won’t be delighted
I just wonder what you are doing on the other side of the phone
Wondering if you’re still alone
Are you thinking about me?
I wish that was reality
I wish every message I received was from you
I hope all of this was true
I’ll go to sleep early tonight
Thinking about you while I write
Vomiting my heart on the page
Just like a stupid teenage
What I write you’ll never read
I should be going to bed
Before going I have to kiss your soul
Before I jump in the whole
Our story can’t end like this
I don’t want to have someone to miss

Mountains drive me insane
The devotion for this place I will always maintain
Freedom flies across  my soul
Here, I'll never get old
Endless adventure on the snowy tops
The sun delivers it’s love with golden drops
The snow twirls around our smiles
When I look in your eyes
I see millions of dreams being animated
All of our worries evaporated
Memories will stay printed to our hearts
I’ll be here when this all starts

What is society?
Is it hate?
Is it power?
Does it make you happy?

Now,our personalities are defined as likes
Now,no one falls in love
Now,your not cool if you don’t do stupid things
Now,only the outside counts

Is this who we are?
Careless,fake,unaccepting humans
Whatever you do people will find a way to hate you

Happiness never stays long
All you have is gone
One person can ruin your life
And you’ll never get it back

The world is shaking beneath our feet
Hoping will fall
We can’t stop the heat
Were gonna fall

Happiness is priceless but so is pain
Crying on the bathroom floor like rain
All the good things have an end
Were all gonna end up dead

It was 1 am when I decided to see the stars rain
An august night once again
Summer dreams escape the sky
Suddenly I don’t want to cry
The universe delivers it’s melody
I let go unconditionally

I thought you would be the one to save my soul
This game has gotten old
You can’t keep on playing with me
I’ve always been history
You broke all we built more like what I built
You already make me deal with all the guilt
I’ll never move on from your poisonous love
I wanna hurt you with a boxing glove
It’s 6 am I’m in my bed and awake
I’m just another thing you wanted to break
This is all because of cupid
I’m so stupid
I wanna be alone
And stop falling for stupid boys

I watched the sea come kiss my feet
I just felt complete
The sun slowly leaving us while were talking **** about the school bus
The moonlight welcomes my soul
Trying to fill the dark whole
I'll keep on dancing
Sadly this won’t be lasting
Put your hand in mine and look up to the sky
The infinite stars in your eyes got me hypnotized
The world has no end when you and me are together
Its a message god sent
My heart escapes my prison for no reason
Time is our problem it comes as quick as autumn.
Let's runaway what do you want me to say
I'll see you in year don’t let the memories disappear

I watched the sea come kiss my feet
I just felt complete
The sun slowly leaving us while were talking **** about the school bus
The moonlight welcomes my soul
Trying to fill the dark whole
I'll keep on dancing
Sadly this won’t be lasting
Put your hand in mine and look up to the sky
The infinite stars in your eyes got me hypnotized
The world has no end when you and me are together
Its a message god sent
My heart escapes my prison for no reason
Time is our problem it comes as quick as autumn.
Let's runaway what do you want me to say
I'll see you in year don’t let the memories disappear

My world stopped turning months ago
I fell right below
But when I woke up the next morning
The birds were still singing
The sky was still blue
Airplanes still flew
People were continuing their lives
They kept on living their careers
Time didn't stop
Tik tok went the clock
Smiles were still outside
As well as cries
But the second I woke up
I didn't believe in my luck
Life didn't end
But mine did

We don't stand a chance  
But are hearts keep on loving to dance
What would it be
If you could stop loving me
Here you are
Whatever happens you're my star
Even though you broke my heart
You're my only art