Ninety-eight hundred thousand zillions of years
of grace upon grace wheel upon wheel
the deign playfully brilliantly adaptively
ethical when you design a world
what could be more practical
in theory and execution
than this- this natured
orb spinning 'round
cold and warm calm
also hysterical-
and non-feeling;
the answers to that mystery
in her fierceness of turning a head
as the lion kills to survive and we
with upper cerebellums
just now evolved to see
close our eyes to the meat case supermarket and how
those calves arrived there
and we smile smack our lips
gnaw teeth deep into flesh
as long as it not our own
the cruelty just is a part of life
and life is so fleeting
and us as thinking beings
need to
think about it

ten years into my studies of amateur
gynecology
I  looked down
and decided to take up
proctology

the faith-based initiative  like a code is
let us ****
and pose it all
as God's will

the female genitalia mutilation community
and the suicide bombers ordained ministers
and the child molester Chesters
posing as Catholic preachers
as well as the emancipated sore back flagellants
the Moral Right down home
KKK followers acting sanctimonious
while stringing up some young black dude
or burning crosses
Hail the name of God!

if the world is only material what are these
thoughts I get when *******
and these visions
I see when my eyes roll into the back of my head
and karma is a proven thing
it seems I get happy
as all hell
then
then the next day...

**** what a dangerous proposition giving a
devout atheist
six Olde English forties
on an empty stomach
and the place where he can
say almost anything
like un-freedom
pre-religiosity
dead in judgment you never will
hear the end to me
daylight sparkling and the young
innocents who are around
hear my prayers
so sorry
Saturday should be a school day
so it is your fault
how I sentiently
ask how can a body be resurrected
when dust to dust and justice
is unrelenting only the sun and sky
eternal no need to reconcile
the fallen angel who turned bad
being a cosmic ethical supposer
involves having a moral edge
while my bay like chants make your skin crawl
and the sky boil up
there is no proof
to prove a negative
pray the Father
intervenes

I'd like to speak from a different tier
I say standing on my Andy Warhol soup can
addressing two bottles of shaken soda as
my audience fizzing
launches a cheer as I sit down
and the chemical reaction with time
spews over all over
all around
some people enjoy it all
some don't
like stale beer