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Lexie Jan 2016
You did not love me less
You did not start to ignore
You did not look at me with pity
You did not slam the door

You did not swear at me
You did not turn away
You did not close you eyes
You did not make me stay

You held me by the hand
You looked me in the eye
You made me feel the love
And that's what made me cry

I wasn't used to this
Being treated with respect
I did not know what kind was
Now I must reflect
Lexie Mar 2016
You have the dream
But do you have the guts?
Lexie Dec 2018
Remember when we were a young girl
Swimming in rivers of indifference
The cotton sky is gone now
Will we ever find our way
Back to the youth of sunflower fields
Lexie Jan 2018
Words are chains and locks
...but also keys and bandaids
Lexie May 2014
Your coming home
I'll see your face
I missed you more than the sun
I always knew you were the one
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know a heartbreak awaits
But I've forgiven your mistakes
You coming home
Your coming home
I'll kiss your face
I miss your more than the stars
Cuz you sparkle so afar
Your coming home
And my heart wont be alone
Lexie Aug 2015
The real smiles on my face
Were sewn there by your golden eyes
And I cannot help but wonder
If its you who puts the twinkle in my eyes
Lexie Jun 2019
I am not patient in my healing
Claim no diety in my veins
Your name the eternal flavor
My mouth that would not wash out
Not with whiskey, water, or time
Lexie Mar 2016
I was left on the steps
and I walked these streets
but they weren't made for me
so I walked the sidewalks

for the longest time
I looked and I searched
for a place to call home
and I found your heart

it was open and warm
and oh so inviting
I thought I could stay
for just a little while

but after just a few moments
I knew
that I could never leave
for this is my place

your warm heart
is the perfect home
for my cold hands
you keep me warm

your solid strength
is the right place
for my weakened frame
you keep me strong

I will never be thrown out
I will always have a spot
you are always home
to sing me to sleep

you watch over me
oh my guardian angel
for your heart
is my one true home
Lexie Jan 2014
You bruise my body
And you cut my soul
You **** me dry
And tell me fie

I cant live this life
I cant bear this pain

I don't want your hug
I don't know you name

Your hurting me on purpose
Why do you want my life

Your hurting me on purpose
Stopping ruining my life

I just want to see and understand
The beauty in life I can hold in my hand
Lexie Jan 2016
you
have caused
me more grief
in this one life I live
than anyone else I have
ever had the misfortune of
knowing, and having to bear seeing
I don't know why, nor do I understand
why you feel the need to take it all out on me
I am not your punching bag, or release, so please
please stop hurting this so easily broken heart
enough is enough I wont take it anymore
I would leave if I could but I cant alone
and so this horrid storm I wait out
the mixed messages confuse me
the I love you vs the I hate
tears me apart inside
and I just want an
end to all the
misery
rn.
Lexie Dec 2015
your life was successfully saved
by the existence of my own
I did nothing and said nothing
yet you knew you were not alone

my life was made beautiful
by the fire in your eyes
your knowledge of love and death
but you know not demise
Lexie Feb 2014
You hold all the magic of the universe in your hand
You tell me the answers to things I could never understand
But I don't need all the answers to things I will never know
I just need to hold your hand and let those things go

You have the stars spelling out my name
But its just you I want I don't need the fame
I cant see the future I don't know what will come
But I will always trust you cause you rise like the sun

Your life is different and your face keeps changing
But I can always trust you and the fire you keep blazing
The magic you control is stronger than my hope
But my love keeps you captive stronger than rope

Your magic is it closer to your heart than me
Your magic does it keep you captive even though you say it sets you free
See may not being believing
But my eyes are so deceiving

My mask is melting from the heat
My tongue is salty no longer sweet
My mouth is dry and lips are parched
From the long dusty roads I marched

To get to and oasis in the middle of a dessert
To let your magic get rid of the hurt
Is this just a sport to you is it all a game
I just want to see you now without all your pain
Lexie Nov 2015
I attributed my choice to your memory
I could of sent him the pictures
I knew the stranger wanted me
I almost let him have me
Inside of his mind
Let his body rule over mine
But I couldn't
I will never forget
What it was like
To be yours
I belonged to you
Inside and out
So I am sorry
For even the thought
Of betrayal to your memory
I will try to keep it sweet
Within me
Crazy how much you still affect me.
Lexie May 2018
now i lay me down to sleep
i pray you take these tears i weep
oh these shadows that grow and stalk
tracing lines out of souls and talk

oh rest you have long been gone
everything is right and wrong
such is this that i would lay
upon these words where i have no say

that you would want me as i am
nothing else, what a foolish man
step away, i beg of you to run
leave me before the rising of the sun

she is a fool, and you want her still
but she is not able to bend her will
tell her such and she will deny all
but say her name and will answer the call

let her be, though never alone
the one star in the sky that still shone
when all among the dark of the abyss
calls to her like a final wish

catch her hand as she is on the edge
a wanderer just to find such a ledge
the wind pushing just to pull her down
put your heart into the earth and ground

let its roots grow to a tree
so that such a fool could see
you are love, and this is life
filled with bits of grace and strife

she says but a few things, just a word
though whispered they are still heard
you want me, i need you to need me
the way a heart needs to be free
Lexie Jun 2016
all of the nights I cried myself to sleep
all of the times I said I would never see you again
the lies I told myself and passed on to you
the dreams I shattered just to be part of yours
the hurt I felt, the love I lived
and the times I died so you could be alive
Yum
Lexie Oct 2015
Yum
Pudding cups
Lexie Nov 2014
my time is measured in cups of love
in stars in the sky and dreams above
my heart is heavier than a paperweight
because what is holds is ornate
my spirit is stretched way to thin
to hide all the secrets within
my soul is on it's vacation
I reiterate as I pull into the station

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