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Let this not be a generational curse but if so, let the chains break on me
Let not history repeat itself, for I will not do what she did
Let people not see her reflection on me
I am my mother’s child not my mother.
Let her curses not fall unto me
Let her sorrows be washed away by the sea that are in my eyes
Take away the knife that is in my heart
I am my mother’s child not my mother

When you fell my heart and tears fell too.
I am my mother’s child not my mother and you are still my mother
Lexie Sep 2020
Trying to fix other people
Will not make you whole
Lexie Sep 2020
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  Sep 2020 Lexie
basil
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you haven't answered my calls in a few days
it shouldn't mean so much
but when the phone line lay empty,
i told the trees all about you through my tears
i left out the part where i said 'i love you' first
because i still pretend it was you

the moon listened when the trees went to sleep
and i asked her if she could keep a secret
she said she could, but i know she told the stars anyway
i whispered real quiet, so the wind couldn't carry it too far away

i'd love you, even if you broke me
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my teary blue eyes
Lexie Sep 2020
I will turn you into poetry
Because that's the only way
I know how to cope
Every word seems to seal my fate
It is to late for us
I never deserved you
Nothing I do
Will ever earn your love
I'm sorry
~
I wondered for the longest time
If you had died
If your family would tell me
I know that's a horrible motivation
~
Now I wonder
When I passs
If you will remember my soul
As it was with you
Or how terribly dark
It is without
~
Only one of us
Will be burdened
With 'what ifs'
In the end


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'In the end
As we fade into the night
Who will tell
The story of our life'
-Andy Black
I'll never get to say goodbye in person.
Lexie Sep 2020
Sometimes
When you give another
A piece of your mind
Know that you may sacrifice
Your peace of mind
Lexie Sep 2020
I will never know your thoughts
And I take that as a gift
My thoughts are my own
And that is where I will dwell
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