(Pardon the ramblings of a delirious (ly happy, almost...arisen (not in a religious way) rider of this reality.
I almost used an Oxford comma up in there oops yes I'm slow. Too ****** bad if it's not fast enough for you

And it obviously will include you in some way it seems if you aren't too ****** at me to find out. You are weirdest chameleon wizard thing ever laid my eyes and my hands on and I know you love to read this stuff so there you go my dear, I'm beyond impressed

Anyway
How bizarre
My brain is scrambled green eggs and ham
So in love with your words
We shall see about our reality
You have altered mine somewhat and
You will probably never know
How many ways
And how glad I am that I ever even got to meet you
I remember pretty much all of it in crisp detail
Will always want more and that is our blessing and our curse
I am honored really and yes I know it's all weird. Um, What the Kafuck?( I just made that up.)
McFuck
No thank you
Nah I'm no eminem
I can see the next round in my mind's eye
Sketching now and smiling and such
(Did I ever tell you I love your whole body?)

I know what to do now

I know

(Coming down from outer space again slash still)
Did you know that "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" I love you Ben Stiller!  is my one of my all time favorites?
You'll no doubt know how the landing goes I can't even believe how endless and vast your mind is and why is it mine that it clicks with?

Or yes wait I'm dreaming again
If I called you, you would ******* off. I do know what you're waiting for
I'm gaining in knowledge too
And respect for all
Just you wayyte 'enry 'iggins
Just you Wayyte

It's going to feel amazing
When I finish wiping off the dust from the landing

I am excited now
I feel the fire growing in me now
February is gone

And I'm grateful for every moment
Believe it or not it's been a fruitful month

(He has little faith in me
And my loyalty to him
He thinks anyone else matters like that to me. Really.  If only he knew. Wait I'm telling him now.
It's understandable
He's entirely WRONG about the loyalty thing it but it's understandable.)
I blew it
And I will blow it again
But never again in that way
I could not bear such a thing again
To hurt another was the worst
Biggest pothole ever
Never even saw it coming
So
Breathing deeply and moving from that for good

If
he is letting me go
I will bear it. Savor and enjoy it. Through pain yes.
If he is not letting me go I will savor it and enjoy it if I can ever figure it out through pain yes but perhaps
Something indescribable
But not ugly ever
and meanwhile
Hansel  or
is it Gretel?
Back at the farmmmm
Thinks on her couch
One at a time
Or one for all time
I'm a human but I am loyal to those who are loyal to me in reality
I was dim but
I have evolved and I'm going To prove it
You read it here first  love

Or did you?

There is nothing stopping me except for me and I know it

Thank you woj

(I wonder if he will be around to see version 4.5, arriving soon )

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a diet upon entry:
i find myself
admiring Picasso's cubism
and i find myself in
a garden:
of my own making:
I am the Reincarnation of Adam
and i have toddler Cain
on my shoulder in the mark
he left me: by being born...

Pachelbel's Canon in D Major
of the sweetness
nothing such this absolute
so absolutely...
this definition of the divine:

i'm an artist: i'm a genius
i see the universe cascade
rather than expand:
my god oh lord
to no thrill the jealousy
of modern *******
and the **** of the crucifix:
i was born tonight
in the night
i heard orphan cats
and Cerberus' calls to:
please can someone shut
these dogs:

i sample time with drink
i sampled space with food:
i demanded earth
i got and begot air
and i smoked and i drank from
the rivers:
and as a reincarnation of Adam
a dam: i will give the vowels
in *** while F
Eve will give the consonants
and i became a we
and mother
and father

choo choo, gentle choo choo:
angels can have wings
but can't have mouths:
monotheism in the mythology of polytheism:
the joke choke
of plucking the Eye of a Cyclops...
the Olympics: his favorite event...

going back to basics:
i hate interrupting myself
but i sometimes do
just checking...
Roger Roger Stewart Steward:
my house,
is a house


              my house,
              is a house
              is me
              is my studio
              hero of ink

i ink i don't tattoo:
i'm an artist, composer,
creator:
i'm not: i am no: entertainer...

so why i felt so stupid
wearing a Bruce Springsteen
t-shirt: worked... "worked"
the gig: no, i wasn't attendee
rare event:
transcendental: no ejections:

so i was walking to the supermarket
and overheard...
shirtless men
with seasonal vanilla of *** scribbled
without pen...
the conversation was just banter
one man in the digger telling a joke
i am an artist:
not an entertainer:
the king asks:

                  where is my jester?
where is my entertainer?!
i will keep the disguise of artists
for a while:

crescendo Charles!

                   i am not a journalist:
z: with
            .
z: zzmałiwonia!

ł - Wikipedia
en.wikipedia.org › wiki

insert ctrl p/c/p/c++++
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             =

adam is the sole archetype of reincarnation:
he's the father of polytheism...
the antithesis of monotheism...

one would have hoped for Islam:
not becoming the next monotheistic failure
by succumbing to schism...
just like Christianity is a poly-schismatic
monotheism-polytheism Chimera...
one would have hoped for Islam:
there's the Arab Pure
and then there's the Turkish Islam...
there's the Egyptian Islam...

but there's the Arab Pure:
like there's a Latin Pure
because Athens is a Democracy
and no Theocracy is invited!
long live the Byzantines!
long live the Byzantines!

but i felt so defeated:
just walking past these men...
their language was so
pure and pristine and stupid:
the sort of language that
doesn't make you
want to drink and smoke
and explore the night
unlike the mantra of the performance-coach
to keep the people: a people
via:
entertained...

Picasso's nightmare with all
those attempts to glorify the face:
i am not an entertainer:
i am a grittier sentiment
of mortality:
where there was once science fiction
there is now
friction fiction that's autobiography:
i can assure the little liar
became a dragon
and the child in him took to
collecting insects:
or at least: had a fetish for the reproductive
antics of worms outside the son
of us:
no serpents to behold just slugs
and earthworms...
and dragons: can't miss those...

and why oh god didn't the Bible:
mention:
archetypes of women
equivalent to Cain the Vegetarian
and Abel the Cannibal...
but why aren't the Daughters
mentioned:
some sacred text!

no wonder the confusion!
there are simply no archetypes of women
for both men and women...
there is no Jesus Woman
there is no Moses Woman
there's the hideous Female Einstein...
there's the ridiculous Female Newton:
but there can't be
a Elijah Woman:
there was simply Joseph
Moses and Elijah as denoting:
male given names:

you can give a chair a noun
and a noun is aggregious =
aggregious:

   in grief: ****** of!                                 f

   but then: why do we call girls:
Layla and boys Richards?
why? why bother this first hurdle so much
so buckle springboks buckle:
at the Olympics:

we all know it:
everyone wants to **** the female
gymnasts...
i know i do:
but i also want to walk away
with a scent of flowers: IF...

if, maybe, somehow:
she still loves me:
i'm either difficult or dangerous...
i can't summon the:
which is which

COLON TO BE THE NEW
COMMA
and don't go mad on the hyphens
and semicolons
when cascading
and not making money writing
in paragraphs...