While you sit on your throne
ι'м buried all alone
When i say all ι need to do is die
ι sit in my room and cry

You ∂ση'т  know how hard ι fought to survive
But look ι'м still alive
Yeah ι do feel like sleeping and never waking up
But ι ∂ση'т  believe in giving up

So you can cast your stones
And break all my bones
Watch me die
Cause ι refuse to live a lie
  
Maybe my time has come to end this misery
The consuming fury
ι'м caught in the grey

So ι'll sleep till may and say that ι ∂ση'т  wna see the sun anymore
Cause my heart still hurts
ι'м cold to the core
And this Room is starting to feel like a tomb

Here ι stand
With empty fists
Wishing for bleeding wrists
To stop the pain from the emotional beatings

Craving the burn and itch!
ι really do miss it
Take a look at what you've done
You broke me
Served me lies
And messed up my life

Sometimes my cravings get really bad
When ι feel really sad
ι wna carve your name on my skin

My worst dreams of you still stick with me
scraping through my head until ι dont want to sleep again

ι ∂ση'т  have a heart
Because you tore it apart
Breaking into my thoughts like you owned me
Stole my innocence
And controlled me

But ι wanted you to know .
The worst has just began
No one can steal my pain away
You caused it
And you will pay