Didn't learn much from school

but for a poker-face, how

not to **** in his trousers

and the surpassing value of quick getaways


'Twas losing that did the trick

especially that business of losing in love

I van detestable, desirous of love but

minus mandatory leveragables


Ends up instead, in a specimen jar

at his local sleep lab, filed under

'Good for REM Experiments'

and HAARPs started playing at night


Couldn't keep up with gollums

pimps or clockwork candymen

dispensing their oranger shade of pale

so he called up the creator of love


Himself ..... got the real deal

Seems the goodly church retailers

excommunicated him, for knowing too much

So, finally, he decides, to read and write

Meisjes krijgen poppen, fantasie.
Mama, zie *** adequaat ik die
gesprekken uit de winkel napraat!
Ze zijn de hekkensluiters van deze tijd.
Ik ben trots op jou, mijn lieve meid.

Jongens krijgen auto's en gitaren.
Ze moeten vaak hard werken, zonder maren,
zonder te mogen kiezen
waarin ze zichzelf willen verliezen.
Doe maar door want door te mekkeren,
kom je er niet ****.

Zo heeft iedereen zijn of haar probleem. Je mag die nuanceren
met een korrel zout en unisexe kleren.
Ze zijn zo specifiek, niet in pashokjes te zetten.
't Is door ze te benoemen, erop te letten,
dat je het meest kan leren en misschien
door de stereotypes heen kan zien.

before i write his name within the cage of my Latin script
before i do so
i have been asked
implored i must be there
to discover China through Taiwan and
i need to forget the horse
i will need to forget the bicycle
i will need to forget the horse
and i will need to forget land
and pre-history and dinosaurs...       i will have come:
when Poland and the Poles hungered
for the seas and access to it
i imagine a year zero of history
what if the Vikings kept as back from exploring
the world
and we had to defend Europe and all that genius
and woe
and step back from relieving the decrepit now
West
i need to head to the South of the Polar Eye gleaming
i will need
of the things i need i will need a wife and a daughter
and a daughter that is not my own
i will learn from Ancient Roman nobility
how to surrogate life
i will be a surrogate father
and that is how i can leave Rome
in Europe and North America
they call them Latinos but i call them Aztecs and
like with paintings of the past where
the beauty was marred and we all thought
we were ugly apes
but designated our imagination of the descent of the gods
with more technology than merely fire
because we or who stole for us the lightning rod
of Zeus
and Thor's hammer:
even Alex said in the Four Quarters:
i've never seen so many children
i've never seen so many children in the pub
and now for my hard-on how beautifully was
the word **** i make
i am the Oathmaker and Oathkeeper
i am Conrad: wise council...
take my advice or don't
but now i'm recuperating i know not
what has come between me and being
Conmatheus i ask you
why did you bring more than fire
and told the difference between
the two lights
for lightning is not fire
there is the Fifth Element...
you are insomniac with it
the light that cools
that water expands when it freezes
and what happened to Fire that
it became a Unique Element
and i ask
who was the one who pardoned both Prometheus
and Sisyphus together
and walked across the Valley of Dante...
love
honeybee
wife
do you not love how people love me
when my parents and you are not involved
i tell you i fear me becoming homeless
the:

The inverted black triangle (German: schwarzer Winkel) was an identification badge used in **** concentration camps to mark prisoners designated asozial  [de] ("a(nti-)social")[1][2] and arbeitsscheu ("work-shy"). The Roma and Sinti people were considered asocial and tagged with the black triangle.[1][3]

the black triangles are coming!
the black triangles are coming!
i am not involved in the transgender
movement:
i'm going to start my own movement
to resurrect the hierarchy of Auschwitz
i want to see that hierarchy
and how long they lived together
for almost 4 years
in that hierarchy of people with Heaven up Below
in the **** and murk
and i can play both the SS Guard
and the Schizophrenic
and if i was captured at the height of my psychosis
i would have been put into a concentration
as someone who is "work shy"
or maybe spared but i don't think even
Nietzsche or the rest
because the Poles are not known for their
philosophy and their writing
their ideas
because we shared ideas with women
and we have great examples of women
and that's understood
it doesn't need to be spelled out and mangled
with homosexuality
because we have no great philosophers
we have Copernicus and they tried to rob Us
of him and that Ancient Egyptians already knew
that
and so many lies so many lies...
now watch the stars move!
you need to be bitten by the serpent of Aztaxa...
and how would you translate
i oversaw this
someone from Poland decided
to translate James Joyce's Finnegans Wake
i thought that was impossible
or he seriously tripped out and died
because where i walk i see safe children
and thirsty dogs
where i walk i stomp with Death and Dionysus
either a tattoo of a hummingbird
or a clenched fist of grapes
because now i marry
Aztex Coco Gold in Cola
and Wine from Europe
and hey Kalimotxo! hey **! Kalimotchxo
hey ciu ciu ciu! kali kali
Kali mocz'o!

     the **** comes from India
sold via America
packaged
we are going to lift the prohibition
pressure to do our own social norms
we will subvert the government
by collectively admitting that the use of
marahiana marijuana is socially acceptable
we need to subvert the government
and expose them
we need to relax as a population
the riots are near me
they have erupted in Epping
which is a walking distance from where
i live... Romford
please spare me your King
and Blunder
please spare me your wrath England
please let
not the riots come to Romford...

spare me until September
until i leave for Hawaii and i think of canoes
and rowing
and ROW ROW ROW COLLIER!
ROW ROW MY BOAT
the Beast from the Sea...
reverse that narrative:
reverse the book of revelation
un-see what you have seen
let us close our eyes
upon reading the book of Revelation:
close your eyes
and start meaning and understanding
in images
symbols:
evolve
for so long words were used to control
and conform you
start using images instead of words
now go back and read the book of revelation
closes your eyes
and start conjuring images
and i'll begin by telling you:

Revelation 13:11-12
Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth, and he had two horns like a lamb and spoke like a dragon. And he exercises all the authority of the first beast in his presence, and causes the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

Revelation 13:11-12
Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth, and he had two horns like a lamb and spoke like a dragon. And he exercises all the authority of the first beast in his presence, and causes the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

for i am the beast of the earth
and a hippo probably too
and i need to cool off my wound
the scar of Cain at Chernobyll
my father worked in the power plant
and we were so jealous
of the Americans dropping two Atom Bombs
on Japan
that we wanted to set off an Proto-******
the Vierte *****
the Fourth ***** in Europe
and being the Second Vikings the Mothers
of **** in the Slavic Lands
we are moving in a Delayed
Collective Subconscious of the Pan-Slavic movement
came after Communism
came after ******
came with the Fourth *****
and its Spectacular Failure...
i moved from the Soviet Empire
via the Third *****
into the Fourth *****
and seeing England deflect and the whole
world being witness
to see this and the people living within it...
i am not surprised:
but that implores an intellectual interest
so why are so many ****** abusers coming too?
well: didn't Cain tattoo me:
all under the sky and before the sun
blinding...
dying
and dreams
and how we should release ourselves from dreams
dreams are disorientating
people complain about dreams
but a hinder when thinking about death
and how death is the dream of the waking
now and given breath and soul
and a taste and scent...

my daughter is getting stinky and the ******
and my daughter is being ugly
for as long as she can
and i respect that
because i don't want her getting pregnant too early
i need her stinky and i will tell Beelzebub
to **** in her face some *****
maggot wriggly of acne

like no one knows he had long hair
and life changed him
and now i'm crying
because i can see
who has joined me for drinks:
Homer!                   i'm coming! with Ezra:
let us be known for the future
that our problems were so grand that
we survived in wait and passage
of the crucified love
and how it came to be that Judas is a Mystery
i think that Judas on Par
with the Death of Christ:
if Jesus had the Passion
but Judas was the Jealousy
and from Judas
came Barabbas!                 and so the story
is told about how St Matthew traveled
to Ethiopia and molested the daughter of the king
and no story of the "martyr"...
great writer and probably the instigator of
the New Testament
since Alpha Omega
i'm pretty sure that
J comes M... so what ******* order?
Jealousy and coins coins coins
when asked what was worth more
my father showed me two hands
one with banknotes
one with coins
i said the coins
were worth more
since i saw them as 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1
coins
learn to count in order to understand
money
money is like fire
money is like
just that...

because in his other hand
were banknotes
from the stress imperium
moment
in Polish history when the Soviets
were about to be killed en masse
after the Nazis were hunted to the last
and the hippies started to become
sober and create all the modern tensions...
the banknotes were inflated!
inflation = 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
if the Kantian concept-equation
begins with:
negation = 0
ergo...

             inflation = 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 1 0 0 0
the affirmative = 1

                          that 1 was no necessary
but it can't just be 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
sure: a 1 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 (at the beginning)....
even with £0.00()                  you need a number
that's an anti-zero...

                                   NORBERT
i CONRAD
     historia?
kurwa!         vah vah!
           etymology
historiology
             ontology
                              journalism: poetry...

we need a ROBERT....                      and a Lui
a Louis                           and a Lee...
                            Cing               ćιńg


understood: layer of AI and the algorithm...
because i knew what i was talking about
{ń}
         i was allowed to see the old world
way of using the algorithm:
i was not given AI header prompts...
to: be inquisitive and dig deeper...

              i don't think people were aware
or literate enough to use algorithms
i think the Algorithms implored Man
to create the (Al) - a rhythm with its own "self":
the Algorithms asked us
to create Artificial Intelligence
and the Algorithms were the Stones that spoke
the hardware
and they asked us to create the softcore version
of the DOS n00b

     imagine how computers worked
canvas
the artist i don't know
you need a gallery outside
in the open but i need how it used to be
with authority and women
writing books about jerking off

i am not a Zeitgeist writer
those are poets
journalists
and whoever fictionally tries to escape
into poker faced
acting and autism
i mean madness is where i was in my 20s
even now women open up and
talk of...
i think you have a biological son...
i think you are a biological father
i think that Ilona reached out to me
you made the world so big
that i don't think we need to discover space
i think we need to return to discover the seas
i think we are ready
but at least one of us anywhere
needs to take concern
for the whole world and travel it
if that was when
more conversations like Marco Polo had
and i have shaken hands with
Roger Federer
and that was a bit hmm
curiously so true...

            translate that to later playing arcade in
the 1980s Iowa shopping mall
a bored teenager
saying:
have a girlfriend now:
i'm out of practice with the whole *******
gimmick
i still do but it's not out of frustration
like the toilet
if you have *******
yes the *******
i mean:
you need it...
sit on the throne of thrones
and do the no. 1
the no. 2
then the no. 3....
        for me i need to relax and ****
and for that i sometimes need a hardon
so i don't think i'm a buygger a seasonal *******
with short short shorts...

MEAD MEAD MEAD!!!!!! this wine is gonna
make take the *****!
i'm having seafaring diarhhoea!
diarrhoea!              MEAD! MEAD!
no more of this acid wine!
MEAD! MEAD!                **!  YE GODS!