I'm that girl that is afraid to fall inlove cause she has been hurt.
I'm that girl who can't trust anyone cause she has been dissapointed.
I'm that girl that once shared my weaknesess with someone and the they used it against me.

I'm that girl that smiles while she is hurting inside.
I'm that girl that hates to be happy.
I'm that girl who always tries to stand out but can't.
I'm that girl that stays in the dark when the sky is painted blue.
I'm that girl that thinks of ways to end her life.
I'm that girl crying everyday.
I'm that girl who wonders if she is ever goin to have peace.

Yah I'm that girl sitting next to you...

sweet reader,
k know i write of being strong
but,
do not fear your weaknesess

it is okay to not be okay sometimes
let me help you to carry those burdens that weigh your shoulders down
let your tears stain these words
until they unreconizable

it is okay to let your pain weep from your body

let it go


would you ?

Lie flat on the ground
With arms out and exposed
You offer me friendship I offer you the lot
Do with me what you will, my inner thoughts I spill
My dreams and ***** preferences
I barely even know you
Though I think I know it all
I figure you'd be on my boat, you said so yourself

You ask me creepy questions
Each one answered honestly
What you say makes me uneasy
Though always graced with a reply
I trust you like I trust myself
My biography is yours know
Cross the boarders of what's OK
You're still only a stranger to me

Honest like an open book
I kept on display for you to read aloud
I left a hole, for you to root around
Have fun with what you found
I lay down still the conversation sprints
Down the road of no return
I never knew, I was not you
Laugh to yourself, I hope you're proud
The **** you made me talk about

I could always close the window?
I could always block your ***?
As you convince of me of my weaknesess
Borne from my better strengths
A discarded magazine
For passers-by to read
Do I learn? Not one lesson
I'll only do the same again