Upat ka tuig na mi mag-uyab
Ako lang jud daw iyang lab
Sa iya ra pud akong kasing-kasing
Pero feel japun nako na something's missing

Nahidumdoman nako, ****** pa diay ko
Nahibalo pud ko na dili na siya tulad nako
Nainggit og nagselos jud ako sa iya
Untawon kami kay muiyot ra

Gitestingan nako, murag pud kog ambot
Nagchansing-chansing pud ko sa iya ka lubot
Nakurat daw siya kunohay og gitapsingan akung nawong
Nangutana kog "Unsa? Uyab man tika there's nothing wrong!"

Ingon niya sakoa "lab man tika
Pero baho lang jud kaayo kag duga"
Unya gikuskus jud nakog maayo
Hantud utin nako kay malimpyo

Nibalik ko sa iya, wa na ko naulaw
Gipakita jud nako akoang utin na gasinaw
Ingon nako "hey babe I have a clean utin"
Ingon niya "I'm sorry I did not know it's a small utin"

Ato kapaspas niya ko gibuwagan
Daw siwaay lang, unya ako jud ang nasakitan
Muiyot na jud mi sakoang ex untawon
Hantud kulkog ra diay ko, hantud karon

'Di ako interesado sa kanimo,
Naa nako'y uyab na mas maayo pa nimo,
Palihug hunongi na,
Wa naka'y maabtan kung 'di anino ra,

Here I am again, sharing some 10 pm thoughts haha. Lately I wanna go to camiguin. Right after I heard he's in the isla I was thrilled as there will be possibilities that we can meet haha I am eager to go home. The reason was not because I miss my hometown and our home but because of a guy HAHHAHA. I hate to admit it but yes that’s right. I wanna meet him and have some of his time since summer is the only time we can hang out. And I want to do something I haven’t last year. I was so hesitant back then and that turns out I "basol" too. I don’t have the courage to face him at that time. I’m so insecure. I believe I need to step up for myself jud ay. I can’t be like this. I need to face things, including him or any guy. I have this feeling that this is the last summer we can meet since our schedules will be tightly pack.

If somehow we will never meet again I do hope he will have the true happiness his been asking for as he deserves it. I do hope he will have a successful career and in life. Pero uy pugson nato na magkita ta please, let’st tl bisag pila pana ka tuig from now. Hulat ko ha? Kay burag need nako ni, I’m not sure if ikaw pod

Ll kay burag ever since it’s just me man lang. Never felt this is a mutual understanding. I can feel that I’m not your type man, you only see me as a friend maybe?

Before I always judge those individuals nga gaka inlove even though they haven’t meet in person. Now I can testify nga possible man day siya haha high school pajud to last nato kita HAHAHAHAHA tas karon vivid pakayng mga panghitabo. I cannot figure out what you have done that makes me like you. Di man ka sweet nako haha tas di man ka flirty. Ga imagine2 raman kog scenario dri tas assumera lang Kay naay mga gagmay na hints ka ginapakita but still no assurance so wala jud na para nmo. I’m just making things up. Malay koba naa kay uyab or na ex na na wala ko knows tas sa ig rabi ta ga communicate and ana sila pang kabit daw na dra haha so naa **** original? Pero Yawa basag himoon kog kapit. Hayst kini jung pagka reader nako moy pasimuno bay haha tag as nakatayng standards tas ga himo2 ug scenarios.

Ayaw sad intawn paabot nga mag decade nalang di pa nako makuha ang closure be haha luoy sad ko huhu. Gaka ulit na rabi kos akong self kay sig handom nimo. Dig kapul an haha sgi **** nmo kapaakan imo simod lol.