ya wonder why they called you *****
look at how them hips twitch
and twist
got minds in the matrix
stay playin' tricks
deep in the mix
i see these *******
plottin pregancy
to get child support
but wont let a ***** see custody
of his own kids
got **** they put in this bid long ago
they had a plan
to exterminate the black man
every brother aint bad
just cuz some of us
grew up without a dad
stop following popular  fads
society raising children to be glad
without a father
but it bothers
my intellect from safe to semi my trigger selects
aim shots at yo brain mentally
collapse yo whole mentality
let me break it down so you can see
why they call you *****
so stop being apart of the culpirt
my works is unfinised
til these devils replenish
my holy verses dropping curses
makin hearses
cuz my flow so deadly
this **** goes back to the sixties and the seventies
when the panthers were dethroned
black father's couldn't sit in the home
now she all alone
sitting by the phone
waiting the welfare to come
while daddy sittin in courts for the outcome
***** we both gettin played by the system
its all a glitch but yous a trick
and thats why they called you bitchb



now you sittin
over there in a chair
looking dumb
cuz you swallowed my ***
baby on the way
and already im facin judgement day
before his first birth day
got **** what a cold thing to do
***** thats why you a trick
and wonder why brothers switch
ill admit
ya had me for a minute
but i caught on
to ya tactics
thank the Lord for
for backing me up
like traffic
know im at it
with this stupid system
just cauz i made a mistake can't shake
these demons
filled with sin
open yo heart girl
and let me in
lets start over
but ya dont wanna
lose ya benefits
aint that a *****?
i tried to end it
on a good note
but you hit me with another smote
mail full of notes
court order just to see my son
**** the courts its my son
it aint there im in the air
like wind hitting against yo skins
all eyes in
on me as crush your demands ya see
cuz you should have never switched
tryna get rich off my little pockets
but it ain't gone stick and wonder why i call u a *****??? i betcha


I hope you happy now
How the **** can you smile?
Look in the eyes of our child
Growing up hellbound n wild
Even scared to call me daddy now?
Huh everytime i time i see you
I want smack the **** outta you
Knowing **** well im tryna get through to you
Confusin' my son cuz ya know he a chosen one
My *** be mystic never sadistic
Just being realistic
So makin a statistic
Same ******* be like they love they child
But never mention the man who created it to make that child
Uh only to grow up a ***** up
And see the same things
When he ****** grow up
One day he"ll probably say
Why daddy never came to stay
Cuz we all know that crimes pays
Cant find brighter days
Cuz im clouded by darkness
I hope my son hearing this
And in due time he'll probably
Being goin through this
Same struggle same toggle
Times of juggle gotta find a new hustle
To crush my sons ambition
They'll keep on lynchin
In jail cell talkin to me
While he clenching
Bar cells **** it never fail
My son caught up in thesame catastrophe as me
Aint that some ****
Now im in a fit godddamn
And you wonder why men call women *****??


This fr the women or ******* who make kids for profits
Of the government
Then the man they slept with
In a jail cell
How the **** can you live with yourself
Knowing that these ******* be killing unborn kids ******* **** yo life
And wish death to all the baby killers
And now thats why i call you ***** i betcha

My oasis in the desert
Oh dyer of mine,
My tormentor
Dear Dyer of mine,
Please reveal to me
Your secrets divine
What concoction have you created my dear
With your colors and godforsaken water!
My heart’s all blue in love so profound,
My cloak’s all soaked in saffron unbound ...........

I am a stubborn fool
How am I to complain of my tale?
I crossed the scroched valley to find you
And,
I asked you to color my veil
Oh! Your colors penetrated my life's fabric
Insane!
Deep within my heart and soul
Everything’s dyed of your unnatural stain
Why are you so cruel?
What is the purpose of your dealings ?
I kept my side of the bargain
Now, Color my heart away
Oh this feelin’! ..............

Silent artist of mine,
Why are you so intoxicated on *****?
Why ask me?
What shade now to come undone?
Color and stains are your business of things
You only know,
What should you be coloring .........

My temple,
My mosque,
My entire world indeed
Your colour paints my heart like a fruit
Without any poisonous seed
Color me off limits,
Color my boundaries,
Color me extreme,
color my unceasing infinities .........

Oh dearest,
Why must we be separated by two different spaces?
Paint just one single shade
And both of our worlds
will embrace ............

Color my sleep,
color my peace,
Color even the creases
Of my unfinised dreams
Paint every single moment,
Of the courtyards of my maternal and marital heavens
Drape in one single shade of all my 24 sevens ............

Scatter across canvas
My amazement of you,
Come close to me
And, paint the desires of my heart too,
Color away our union,
And if you can’t,
Forget not to paint our separation,
Even with the pain of being apart,
I must live on,
Color my dare to carry on ............

My travel mate
My journey,
My soul in sight,
My riddance,
My genesis,
My guiding light,
My lord is you,
My disciple too,
I found a sage and the divine signs within you .........

You are my lover
O dyer of mine,
What’s your own real color?
Reveal your shine,
My resting ground is you,
My color and my colorful dyer
For me
You are the only truth
My sail,  
My center of ocean,
I sink in you,
I come afloat under your beacon
Your every word is my supreme given .......

My owner,
My north star
My dearest friend,
My lost love
My sunset
My breathing soul is in your able hands,
Oh my murderer,
My justice giver
I’m clueless without you forever ..........

Where could I go without you,
Where could I ever go without you ............

Show yourself to me
Oh dyer of mine,
Do not torment me
Dear dyer of mine,
Please reveal to me
Your secrets divine,
What concoction have you created my dear,
Of your colors and godforsaken water!
My heart’s all blue in love so profound,
My cloak’s soaked in saffron unbound ...........

My treasured pearl,
My beloved hue,
My soulmate shade,
My spring ,
My autumn,
My rainfall,  
You color all my seasons
With your everlasting pallette
A single drop of your love ingredient
Just a single drop of your romantic blend
Colors up my seven seas in a second

And little by little

Our tale has finally

Came to

An end ............