It’s really killing me on the inside that you won’t tell me why
I mean u will always be apart of my pain my shortest and greatest luv story of how a utterly cold hearted girl secretly fell for a equally cold hearted man will always include u.... I usually forget and move on with no hesitation I mean I grew up living outta suitcases...
but when it comes to u I can’t control my tripolar ways I wanted u in my life forever so
why would u hang up on me....
why was it so easy for you to send me mixed signals when u already knew i wanted to luv you
why wouldn’t u call me back
why the **** is it so easy for you to forget me
like I’m your enemy
when the mention of ya name still makes my stomach turn with butterflies
I try to forget ya name and the visual church bells ring louder with sweet day dreams and vivid  memories of you
why why would u get on here just to write one poem and never call was my time with u really that meaningless??? all I know is I missed u something terrible and I’m hoping that with a little closure it will at least help me understand why