Every night before I go to bed
I put my hands together and bow my head.
I say aloud, "God, give me the strength to love my life,
and make me an amazing wife."
I proceeded to crawl under the covers next to you,
whispering softly in your ear, "My love, this is all true."
Falling into the deep sleep, picture perfect under your arm,
knowing that there wasn't anything in this world that would give me harm.
And that night i dreamt about something so  unreal,
tears streemed down my face, I didn't know how to feel.
"Baby, what's wrong?" you said to me,
with your beautiful green eye guarantee.
I dreamt about a black sky,
hearing people scream " YOU'RE GOING TO DIE"
Blood was spilling everywhere,
and for some reason I didn't care.
I watched as the blood flowed through the hellish place I was in,
and looked up and saw her menecing grin

There was a crack in her soul and you could see the universe peaking out. You could see the stars in her eyes and the way they shined even though she was broken and torn. Even though her heart was covered with the thorns of the last withering rose she carried inside. She was just a girl with a big heart in which a fire grew devouring her feelings and burning her alive. You could see that she was one of a kind and that her soul had more wonders than every galaxy combined, but those wonders were a reason of her broken pieces that she held in her hand. Strong enough to carry on but at the same time ready to give up and give in to the flame inside her. You could easily see from her eyes that she was hurting. You could see the stains on her cheeks that her tears had left as they streemed down her skin the night before. What has this horrific world done to her? Why is she on the verge of sinking into a sea of trechory and pain? And all those answers unanswered you could see that there was a crack in her soul and in the universe inside there was a black hole ******* her in, and her slowly fading away.
●a letter from the numb girl●