The urge has come back to give into the attack
But if you do then you will die
or be fighting to stay alive.
I don't want to giv in and let my feelings win,
but if I go back, then it wins, my heart and soul,
are going to be dead.
My light has burned out and the fire left me with some scars;
Broken and torn stuck behind a prisoners doors.
But I am innocent of all crime except unto myself guilt comsumes me.
Because If I go back then my heart stos beating.
The blood overflows, my viens are cut, ripped, **** IT I MESSED UP!
So now I cry as I get burned alive,
and by the crimson river on my arm,
it flows until it dies.
Until me, myself, and I die.

bo po ci Łacinie niet łatwo? tzn. łewo? to po co huj znać polschen!? a... huja darmo.*

it's an "alternative" - or it's an
  ~alternative: a hypher-inflated
(see how the conjunction
reverse skipped? ski ski scalp?!)
the germanic peoples are so:
quasi! they...
                 you feel Asiatic?!
                    then why the ****
are you squirming?
                   Pogana Syn...
piszem to jem spokojny...
                   a tym, czerp co?!
huja w windzie!?
głowa wisiąca w stajni?!
                    grob twe matki
na: pochybel!
                  i to: stos!
                   gwar i rydzyc kto i
szto... hujah skor:
                    na Krem wasz; Pan:
    ŚCZ! - jew! say the rest,
what's missing? I!
widzi? o! ser myj "blady"...
nad sejm...
    bo niby 'ski...
  o pats ty! niby nie!
                          se: gavron na ******>radzi! ha ha ha...
                        bydle skuf-wyryte!
                    a tu smakiem:
szemlać? tak ?
  daj chlopu schować:
              co dar ziemi chce zabrać...
ty chańbo, ty srokim zgiem:
by dać Ukraine w baw: chowanego:
            oddać!
         tyś! Azjatyk...
   a czym ti zapomni: tym ci ja:
               przypomne!
pełzag: Y, I, J -
   klątw i hubris zza dnia:
na codzień -
o nie...
   ty po polsku będziesz mi mówić
z pod nóg...
    i ja ci nad glowa ci pendem nad
glow...
        a wskarz ani pier ani po:
bedzie wart prawd;
co mi tam:
    ink rusujy jeno: bleh... cyli germana
blah... cyli: ь... ali to: niewigoda!
                    zed miszem tlo?
ah... harcik! harcik! myszem zle!
no kaza-g'nock... miszem sto razy źle!
funny, isn't it? punctuating from
above?
            you can't reflect on this but
you can ingest a Kandinsky?!
          i'll say it a second time:
if i need to acquire a fascination with
IKEA manuals... i'll tell you!

p.s. a lesson in:
    how you counter learning the alphabet.

the only maxims you'll ever have to
"learn": are the books you've read,
and be left unable to mark a citation...
then again:
       i suppose the reason why
english is not equipped with diacritical
marks, stresses spelling
   instead of marking orthography
is the same reason why the japanese
have the "simple" and the "complex"
version of script,
e.g. why you have
                     you'll and you will...
why you have * and you've:
            which implies: owning something
in the "past"...
                   you've: U V HAD...
        i have? in the present sense,
i had? in the past sense:
                       crux on the matter:
will...
              i will have....
              like the word slav...
           swovo: or słowianin...
meaning word...
                              miecz:
                ­          i.e. word;
pismem czy szeptem?
           in writing or in whispers?
pontius pilate
   made much more sense than
jesus...
               the whole antics of:
i wash my hands clean...
                      surer than merely
a gravitation
               toward arms out-streched;
na budjed...
                        czyli dupa?
          o huj w to,
                       warunkiem
na stos!
                        huja pana!
                      a co?
                              gawaree gniev?
prócz sie żegnać:
    an ability to
     make-the-sign-of-the-cross...

because what made more sense?
         jesus christ
                        or pontius pilate?
    i'm about to keep praying,
but i'm itching to wash my hands
clean in the matters at hand...
rather than spread my arms
     like a bird in flight....
  and not like a bird armed
"coweing" dressed
                 in cusped "lungs"...
           sure: like any bird:
i too am shy of having limbs...
          
                      pismem czy szeptem?