I woke up with nothing on mind,
With a Feeling that can't be defined,
I couldn't tell what's the problem,
I couldn't remember the last dream,
I was like a drunk but so sober,
I was  happy yet I suffer,
I was there confused thinking,
Thinking without even blinking,
Stangely I had no thought,
What's happening what's next,
What could be worst
What could be best,
There's something that I need,
Something that makes me breathe,
I don't know what to say...
Stangely I had no thought,
If Life has taught me few,
A few then more,
More than few know,
And less than most know,
If darkness is the absence of Light,
If Blindness is the absence of sight,
If Cold is the absence of heat.
If Evil is the absence of good,
If loneliness is the absence of love,
If prose is the absence of rhyme,
If ignorance is the absence of knowledge,
What do I lack to feel this way ?

**Strangely I have no thought.

I HEARD THAT MANY PEOPLE DON'T FINISH THE BOOK,
THAT INCLUDES 'FIFTY SHADES' AND OTHERS TOO -
STANGELY, MANY DON'T GET PAST THE PAGE NO, 272,
I LOOKED AT MY PAGE, NOT TOO BAD - WHAT HAPPENS NEXT?
IT'S IMPORTANT, EVEN THO' PEOPLE HAVE BOUGHT THE BOOK,
FOR FUTURE - PUBLISHING CONTRACTS ARE THERE WHEREVER
YOU LOOK;
SOMEBODY SAID THAT MINE SOUNDED GOOD FOR A FILM-
HANG ON GUYS, LET'S GET THE THING IN PRINT BEFORE WE TRY,
YOU WONDER, IF SOMETHING WAS REAL, IS IT BETTER?
I'M ASKED: 'DID THAT REALLY HAPPEN, ARE YOU SURE?'
WHAT DOES IT MATTER, WHO COULD WANT FOR MORE?
BUT THEN I WAS THERE, I HELD THE HEROINE
IN MY ARMS = DID YOU LOVE HER, NO, A VICTIM
OF CHARMS, THE SAME AS I TELL YOU ABOUT WAVING PALMS.