Coastin off
driftin soft
it seems like the thoughts
just come into to being
to become a loss
of a part
that i wish would
never have started
in the first place
these feelings touch me in oh so the worst ways
feels like ive been tossed at sea
stuck on this **** for hella days
So **** this ship
im over it
literally jumpin into the end
thats deep
where one is to tread water and never fully sleep
until its time to return to the grander skeem of things
why when its hypothesized are we so astrange
thinkin please no i dont wanna leave this place
crying out to whomever
wanting to change the weather
yerning to still feel this face
feeling of togetherness
in this entire being
but it can be misleading
you grow accustom and so fond of
the physical form that your seeing
If i had a choice
I would change my frequency
if only for a short time
to feel none of it at all.

I'm not able to but some days I wish so desperately to just see you
Sometimes I dream about you and I wake up the next morning and skeem about you
Think of any way I could possibly see you
The beauty that you gravitate even from 1000 miles away
Maybe I could take the world and spin it back a year or two?
So I could be back with you and embrace every second I had with you.

I reached out to touch you
You were just a day dream
I longed for your voice
to ease the pains of the silence
You were an image in my mind
"A bright,loving, and colorful wishing skeem."
I longed to hold you...
To get to know "the heart" that beats within you...
However, times are rarely a map , to your soul
Where I am able to find.....
A way to have you listen to my beautiful messages
To hear your sweet voice and thoughts...
Two souls growing and needing one another..
When will we have our start?
In which my blessings and wants for you in waves
of transmissions...a radio broadcast
Your ear and soul antenna finally have caught?
The moment you are free to be by my side...
the moment we start to immerse ourselves in
simply being in the minutes we have together..
Such is a feeling that shall fill my empty and aching heart, forever...