You're done roaming and playing around
Living on your own now no friends for comfort
Retreating inward in your new studio apartment
Where your friends have abandonded you for good
"good ridence!" they say as they turn thier backs on you and leave

Must feel comforting knowing you're no longer living out of a suitcase
Safe and sound with your face on the ground
You're finally sober 
Bouncing from friend to friend until you could stand on your own
You learned from the best, the ones who abused you
Now you stand alone because you abused the ones who were the best to you

typing really ******* the shapes of my most valued personal devices
suddenly everything becomes too large to handle
i feel as if i am being chased a big evil dinosaur
i am running away from God and into the dark
the life i never fully lived now becomes an alternate reality
many feared my tragic existencee
or so i made it seem with the masquerade good ridence
[my grimmace]
a short burst of energy and i differitiate the 2
i live in 2 worlds an i acknowledge the 2

If you don't treat me well, don't expect me to treat you well. I show mercy. I do, but even mercy has its limits. What you done was beyond those lines. Once you cross them don't expect to be welcomed back. You are unwelcome. Don't come back. You showed me the meaning of fear. You showed me what true hate is. Dolly  you are forever my blood sister. I can't change that, but you are not my family. You changed my life. Turned it for the worse. Now you are gone, good ridence. Mercy has limits. I am beyond mercy.

Alaska said to say Hi,
By sending a freezing storm of white
As the breeze brushes my nose,
And sends a line of shivers down to my toes.

Your cheeks glowing with red.
You stuck your hat upon my head.
Good ridence winter,
I'm warm inside.

Our hands wrapped up in gloves.
Still clasped so tightly.
I just have to say I'm freezing.
And your arms will hold me tight.

The black Ice makes me slip,
As we walk down the street.
And you have to catch me.
As we laugh softly.

And hold these moments tight.

I can't see the path home.
The snow has covered my eyes.
So we stay.
Where we are.
and hope nobody turns on the lights.

I would stay in that winter.
For the rest of my life.
It was cold and wetter.
Than i've seen my life.
But you were there to hold me.
When my shivering turned to violently.
And you told me.
That I glow when it snows.

Winter, don't leave.
I don't want spring or summer to come.
Just take me, and keep me.
Locked in your freezer of white.
Until I'm ready to die.