"reprioritize" poems
Most days are an empty worn
Out house
On 1300 south block
It sees all the wealthy
From Costco
to it's front door -
If, you heed the need.
No one pays attention
Or spends on empty houses
with broken boards for steps
or bed springs to sleep on.
Most walk by
thinking something like,
That house did it to itself.
To get to where it is.
But they would be dead wrong.
It takes years for a house to empty out
Because of neglect
from all sources, for a time,
For misfortune,
no matter all
the life inside.
This was a yellowbird house
proud to be built.
People, a cat or two,
maybe an obedient dog
walked in and out
Someone cared enough to put a roof on
It thought complete.
Some people are like empty houses,
Neglected, cobwebs and sticky.
But, people bleed,
that get torn down
by so many things.
One thing in common though,
houses and people are eventually
demolished
if no one cares.
Someone may crash
into your car of goods
as you exit the fancy box stores
that make you think more is better.
But then your son collapses at home
from an overdose.
You, clueless.
What were you paying attention to?
Just barely 26.
What was, your yellowbird home,
will now be remembered
When the sound you heard
of your son's thump as he hit
the bathroom floor,
as you readied for work.
Split in half.
Someone dies.
You didn't plan on being
an empty house now
today,
did you?
So, what will you do about it?
Abandoned like an empty parking lot
Sorrow the only true begger
Grasping for something,
A currency
To take you back.
So stop flirting with birds
As they come and go.
Time is not for sale.
Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 2:06 PM UTC
Moving On from Moving On
June 11, 2014 at 11:36pm
Musings by Vivvy Walker
When I got divorced people were helpful and understood
I was moving on.
They knew it was a BIGGIE
A big, huge, ginormous time in my life
I was moving on.
They helped me. I helped me.
Everyone was familiar with the process.
The pitfalls. The backtracks.
The wins. The successes.
I was moving on.
And now I am firmly entrenched in vague territory.
I have moved on.
And I need to move on. From moving on.
I moved. I packed. And unpacked.
All the baggage. Physical and emotional.
I am post-moving on
I am done.
I no longer need to work ridiculous hours.
Or raise my girls alone.
Or be alone.
I always thought it would be easy when I was done
Moving on.
But it is hard
To reprioritize yet again.
To reorganize my life & thoughts (yet again)
To adjust
To be laid-back. And free. And funny.
I have to constantly remind myself
I'm no longer moving on
That chapter has closed.
It is time for my voice
To be heard.
For my dreams.
To be realized.
For me
I think of the men and women who- like me
Have moved on
And I raise a glass
Coffee, wine, beer, *****
Drink with the little umbrella
I toast you
The changelings, the chameleons
The doers, the movers
And shakers
Those crazy laughing' probies'
Of life post divorce
I toast you
The tortoises
The 'long run' winners
Those plodding wonderful people
Of life post-divorce
I toast you
My fellow butterflies
My new wing-having friends
All those who cried
And then didn't anymore
Post-divorce
I toast you
For bravery
And audacity
And showing me how to move on
From moving on
Post-divorce
~Vivvy Walker 6/12/14
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 3:22 AM UTC
Always and never
at the same exact time,
infinitely wondering about you
in rhyme.
It's painful and numbing,
and soothes me to sleep
yet keeps me wide awake,
dry-eyed
until I weep.
A memory of nothing
that was everything to me-
such a little long time
amidst the grand scheme.
A golden ticket to rot in hell,
a barren fate
I'll accept very well.
An altering strand
in a web of conscience,
my previous beliefs
now all make me nauseous.
A single star
with no constellation,
believe it or not-
my soul’s favorite destination.
I wish it never happened,
but I’d do it again
just to reprioritize
the time we would spend.
It’s not quite missing,
and I wouldn’t call it an ache;
my heart is perfectly fine
until she starts to break.
But if I unknew you-
if you just stayed a dream-
I’d know I’d never have to deal
with the relieving pain of your leave.
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 12:36 PM UTC