"remissness" poems
my heads about to explode
should i **** the gun and unload
oh its to late now
im stuck wondering how
why did you do this to me
it was you i wanted couldn't you see
but now it will never be
just wait you'll read about me
the look on your face now i will never see
so i look back and remissness
will i be the one to really miss
i think who am i leaving behind
friends family ya there on my mind
its crazy the things people do
oh wait i got a texts that's coming threw
it reads "it was all just a joke my bad"
now i think well i bet your glad
im passing the 12th floor with a frown
as im looking over the town
quicker and quicker i start to loses my breath
**** now im sentenced to death
all i could do is scream and shout
i just wish i could get out
counting the floors 7, 6, 5, 4
**** just 3 more
i wish i could restart this whole day
and just listen to what you all had to say
Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 10:52 PM UTC
Let me tell you
there are things you'll want to do
before you die.
Kiss
every family member
even those you wish
eight feet under.
Tell that family
that you love them.
Tell them not to mourn our death,
to celebrate it.
Make your great nieces and nephews
promise to be good,
even though you know
they'll break that promise,
sooner or later.
Look through those family photo albums
that make you remissness
while you drink wine straight from the bottle.
Take a trip
to those places
you dreamt about,
the ones you talked about to your spouse
for hours on end afterwards
because they'd felt so real.
Straighten out you will
and leave that obnoxious relative
your ****** sweaters and cheap trinkets.
Take another walk on the cliffs
where you lost your virginity
and had your heart broken,
yell your frustrations into the wind.
Spend the nights
in the arms of the one you love,
every time its better,
impossibly so.
And now that you've done all
the meaningful things,
the things you wont regret doing;
die happy.
Dec 14, 2012
Dec 14, 2012 at 10:34 AM UTC
For it was not my lips you kissed
you kissed my spirit
For it was not my body you touched
you touched my soul
Slowly by slowly
as you ***** to the edges, to the curves
Till every inch of me
every once of blood became hot
with such compassion, with such benevolence
The quintessence of perfect love !!!!!!
In the dim light moon and stars witnessed our love
Emotion melted by tenderness of heart
overwhelming sensation, the passion, the heat
with elated happiness I accepted my defeat
As the dawn broke with my brightened cheek
remissness of every minute, every second
And how i wish this night would never end..........................
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 7:37 AM UTC
my heads about to explode
should i **** the gun and unload
oh its to late now
im stuck wondering how
why did you do this to me
it was you i wanted couldn't you see
but now it will never be
just wait you'll read about me
the look on your face now i will never see
so i look back and remissness
will i be the one to really miss
i think who am i leaving behind
friends family ya there on my mind
its crazy the things people do
oh wait i got a texts that's coming threw
it reads "it was all just a joke my bad"
now i think well i bet your glad
im passing the 12th floor with a frown
as im looking over the town
quicker and quicker i start to loses my breath
**** now im sentenced to death
all i could do is scream and shout
i just wish i could get out
counting the floors 7, 6, 5, 4
**** just 3 more
i wish i could restart this whole day
and just listen to what you all had to say
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 4:59 PM UTC
to remissness in self pity
leads to nothing helpful
to cry about the past
does absolutely nothing
to say how bad you have it
is somewhat selfish
to say that no one knows what you go through
only means you don't have a clue
to say that life unfair
what is fair, you tell me
don't you know that
you control your own destiny
don't you know that
you are the only that can create your problem
a problem is on a problem if you create it
your life is your on life you create it
if you don't understand
talk to the creator
our father who walks in heaven
the father
the son
the holy ghost
their all in one
LOVE
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 7:26 PM UTC
I often remissness those snowy winter nights
We'd walk among the glow of street lights
I'd offer you the warmth of my own hand
We'd venture until we just couldn't stand
No they'll never take it away
These are the memories that will forever stay
It has been quite some bit of time now
But I still remember every place time, and how
Unearthing our history with this *****
These are the memories that never seem to fade
Still I find comfort in calling you a friend
For the time that may be I'll continue to play pretend
Pack away reminders of our old history
Leaving tomorrow to become new mystery
I hold so tight to what feels like sand
Watch it all slip right from my hand
While left longing for your embrace
Reminding myself there is no race
Just as the hour glass hits the floor
Wondering exactly how much more.
Today things may not be going my way
Life may not be acting in my favor
Still this is a love that does not waver
I'll hold you closely until the very end
Even if only to be the one to mend
The pieces of you that may shatter
To me you are the one to forever matter
I hold so tight to what feels like sand
Watch it all slip right from my hand
While left longing for your embrace
Reminding myself there is no race
Just as the hour glass hits the floor
Wondering exactly how much more.
Call this whatever you will
Just tell my restless soul to be still
Because though I may be to late
I can not deny seeing this as my fate
A love in some way meant to be
I just hope one day you'll come to see
That I'll always pick you up when you are down
Save you from those floods just before they drown
The Ease Of My Mind (part 2)
I may have taken a fall or two by now
But that does not mean I'll forget how
To make my way back up for some air
I've learned to fight through every scare
With just these thoughts of you on my mind
The comfort I seem to always find
Promises that we both once made
With time may eventually start to fade
But together we both built this heart
So I'll build it up until everything falls apart
So long as I make it to see another day
I'll live my life in no other way
Then the way that I choose
No matter what I may risk or loose
I hold so tight to what feels like sand
Watch it all slip right from my hand
While left longing for your embrace
Reminding myself there is no race
Just as the hour glass hits the floor
Wondering exactly how much more.
There has always been a place for you
By the right space at my side
Though surfacing thoughts I may hide
I keep biting all of my time
For the chance my voice may chime
If only opportunity may come to rise
Then maybe you would come to realize
I hold so tight to what feels like sand
Watch it all slip right from my hand
While left longing for your embrace
Reminding myself there is no race
Just as the hour glass hits the floor
Wondering exactly how much more.
I could not ever force you to stay
I just wouldn't wreck your life that way
So just say the word and I'll cut you loose
I never meant this tether to become our noose
But these are the words I have to say
I never stopped wishing that you would stay
From the start I already made up my mind
There was nobody else I need to find
I want to take you until the end, even if only to call you a friend
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC