I wake up as She
and she's auditioning soon;
vying for a part no one can play
but everyone auditions for anyway.
And so we all sit in those
steel foldable chairs that never
get folded back into their original
form, because the bodies always
keep them warm.
The original selves
long for something else to be;
troubled souls in search for
broken homes; like the hidden
shadows of the known unknown.
I am her lips as they
part, close together
like the jaws of a shark,
reciting lines back to the director
crooked and parallel, aligned
waves of soft sounds; they reach
the peaks of receptacle body language
only to suddenly fall back down
barely scathing the director's emotions.
The director sees that there is talent
that lies within the woman;
I am her, and I was
a father of three darling daughters
not too long ago...
But I stand before the director
as her, and there are others
patiently waiting,
like the anchored piranhas
of the binary forest,
the Stygian vultures
of the neon desert;
and they vouch for
each other's safety
until they have landed
the Oscar award winning
scene; the all white cast
beams like the headlights
of an oncoming car.
Their hands free of guilt
washing the darkness away
from my rising star, my ship
no longer corroded brown
but assimilated, organized,
gentrified;
a man redesigned,
retrofitted and recombined
standing before the petrified
live audience as Her
in an ocean blue
dress;
a blood capsule
ready to burst with
finite increments
of happiness.
