he made me
stand still

that was
THE thing

not adrift on passé
or futuristic projectings
not jumping rope
on hyped-up think strings

all of me
paused
to feel all of him
every inner switch
flicked on forever
KC lights streaming
yepyepyep

wired spinefire
warming its way
to burst through skin
invisible firecrackers
jumpstarting the air
revolt from suffocating

we were
whereverthefuck
together

(+ think we dropped pins in)

all molecules at ATTN
his lip blueprints existing
eternal in my synaptic tracks

beyond the say breathes
the evermore of listen
eardrum heartstrum
empathic rhythm

his brainfire ringing
my threshold doorbells
syntactic turrets spitting
direct hits beyond ramparts
into unshuttered windows

bizarro blurbs
wrap me uppers
10,000 suction cup tentacles
asphyxiating the cloak of me
skinning and bonding me
to particles of matterthings

self-conscious and judgment
marked absent
we resounded here!
but no hands in the air
to Be seen

sensory nonsense pitterpatters
into where All is found lost
to hallowed delights

except for the realies
don't ******* that ****
it's my cryptonite

She the best little liar
She Burns hotter than a fire
Her voice sounding better than a choir
So plaese stop trying to manipulate
For pete's sake
why do your lies have to taste sweeter than cakes
took me a while to realies
that love is a game fo kings and spies
But forgating that love is what held my head up high.

Why does someone with a beautiful smile have an ugly heart ,why does someone with a beautiful smile have an ugly soul ,why does someone one with a beautiful smile want to give up on life and love,to just let life pass them by , you are so beautiful but so ugly to hurt the ones who love you the most , to take away the life God gave you because times are hard , every hard time is a test to prove that you can get throuhg anything, why does someone with a beautiful smile have to hold on to the anger and not forgive , why would someone with a beautiful smile not realies that a beautiful smile doesnt last forever.....