"profounder" poems
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There is a solitude of space
A solitude of sea
A solitude of death, but these
Society shall be
Compared with that profounder site
That polar privacy
A soul admitted to itself—
Finite infinity.
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All summer we moved in a villa brimful of echos,
Cool as the pearled interior of a conch.
Bells, hooves, of the high-stipping black goats woke us.
Around our bed the baronial furniture
Foundered through levels of light seagreen and strange.
Not one leaf wrinkled in the clearing air.
We dreamed how we were perfect, and we were.
Against bare, whitewashed walls, the furniture
Anchored itself, griffin-legged and darkly grained.
Two of us in a place meant for ten more-
Our footsteps multiplied in the shadowy chambers,
Our voices fathomed a profounder sound:
The walnut banquet table, the twelve chairs
Mirrored the intricate gestures of two others.
Heavy as a statuary, shapes not ours
Performed a dumbshow in the polished wood,
That cabinet without windows or doors:
He lifts an arm to bring her close, but she
Shies from his touch: his is an iron mood.
Seeing her freeze, he turns his face away.
They poise and grieve as in some old tragedy.
Moon-blanched and implacable, he and she
Would not be eased, released. Our each example
Of temderness dove through their purgatory
Like a planet, a stone, swallowed in a great darkness,
Leaving no sparky track, setting up no ripple.
Nightly we left them in their desert place.
Lights out, they dogged us, sleepless and envious:
We dreamed their arguments, their stricken voices.
We might embrace, but those two never did,
Come, so unlike us, to a stiff impasse,
Burdened in such a way we seemed the lighter-
Ourselves the haunters, and they, flesh and blood;
As if, above love's ruinage, we were
The heaven those two dreamed of, in despair.
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Perfection is a necessary evil
but even with the ****** hand gone
her black veil still rests neatly upon her face
for her eyes remain covered reminiscing
in the darkness of her own secret sin
he sees this flaw, this empty husk of a woman
Death
still freshly pressed against her lips, stealing her last breath
she will never awake
he still sees her secret sin
if either man had achieved a profounder wisdom
they might not have flung away their happiness
for the pursuit of purity or science
yet quietly they craved the things so swiftly tugged away from their grasp
a sin still stains the hidden face of man
an indelible mark upon both the afflicted faces
so aged from bitter greed
wanting
needing
Perfection
Still grasping in the time of defeat
so prominent on the face of the man who shows his veil with cloth
with creepy crepe
“Have men avoided me, and women shown no pity...!”
The man cried
The girl Georgiana whispers of her impending mortality
while Parson Hooper rages into the dying light
with quiet longing the mister wanted to be seen
with the black veil married to his face
he accepted it- why could he, the scientist, not,
he still hides
dying for the sake of perfection
and living for the sake of hiding
Grasping at what could never be done
To rip the veil from upon her face
The ****** hand now gone,
He still craved more,
As their eyes close reminiscing in the darkness of their own secret sin,
The hands of all still,
Grasping at the veil,
To see the shame underneath.
Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 9:26 AM UTC
I never took a towel with fear
To dip in bowls of strain,
So why do these afflict me when
I play my song again?
Am I a greater person than
The Servant was who lived?
Are these who sit before me
More in worth than those he loved?
Why is my task so different?
Can my few moments be
Profounder work than all performed
By those who bent a knee?
And is this work so vital
That I can't afford to err?
Did any thought at all like this
One moment strike him there?
I wish it all were different!
I wish I always found
I'd met somebody's certain need
When playing certain sounds.
I wish that when I labored
Someone else's life improved.
Instead I fear each hour played
Is one for self I've lived.
And if not, why not?
Can perfected pitches heal a soul?
And if so, how can I
Bind private efforts to this goal?
Is playing truly service?
Doesn't every nerve reveal
My selfish goals? If giving's
All I want, what's this I feel?
The world's got scores of other tasks
Without this endless dread,
The ones—quite naturally—
Which leave my brother clothed and fed.
So why go back to start
An inward fight without an end—
And with such meager impact
For the toils that I would spend?
But maybe—here is something—
This dilemma is my cross:
To meet, as yet, an unseen need
By counting all things loss;
To labor all my life to learn
To dip a foolish towel
In basins filled with weakness
While I feel a critic scowl.
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 10:26 AM UTC
While on the lonely path
I chanced upon a tree in bloom
cool pink under stellar wrath
its value held in its doom.
I gazed upon its beauty
its worth seemed ever true
so unlike diamonds and their cruelty
its days but number few.
Its folds held fragrant melody
its petals soft as silk
yet many think gold a remedy
scratched from earth by all manner of ilk.
I plucked a handsome cluster
to prolong my chance encounter.
It set the clock to muster
its price all the more profounder.
Apr 26, 2023
Apr 26, 2023 at 9:43 PM UTC