Suddenly you've gone
Togetherness is not long
I miss you deeply my son
My only one

With your death, you've taught me all the facts
How to understand the disease called EDS
Too much complex! It presented problems no one could accept
You were bearing these on your death bed

Pain! days and nights
Your spines were not that right
Muscle spasm on your backside
So do your heart and even your eye sights

Moving slow
Enema ***** helped to pass down the flow
That is called 'diarrhoea overflow'
You've suffered all these... no one knows

I couldn't sleep till the first light
Now forty days and forty nights
These nights were the worst nights in life
I must overcome to be right

Missing you is my only right
Can't see solace on my way tonight

Thar Thar! My son!
Wakes up!
And help me to survive first
Then advise me how to live my life

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

Wiseman told me to hold lover's hands
Walking once a week may my life extend
I'm just a poor man
No one around me to hold my hands
Should I run a marathon alone?
My life will end in big gravestone

Wai Phyo Win
[ 22 FEB 1970 ]

I need only one more dawn my dear boy
There are things I've to say to you in mind
Suddenly leaving without my knowledge
No chances to comfort your last damage

All untold plans now burning to ashes
Secured for life, avoid harmful splashes
Now it's like built a castle in the cloud
Though I've made my best for you to be proud

Thanks! telling me most of your emotions
Forgive me! I haven't paid full attention
You're so kind hiding that'll hurt my feelings
I can't fill your wants: the last twelve seasons

Forgive you all, needless to say a word
A boy, no more guilt than everyone does
Talking in the absence of your presence
Pain is creeping like cancer with penance

It's easy to say to get refuge in Buddha Dhamma
In reality, I'm not a man with Pārāmi Ariā
Must I find a way to live with full of inner peace
Or come to you to protect and provide whatever you need?

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st Seotember 2020

Smart as a young teenager
How creative and beautiful you are
Come and play with me my child
You're always super in my eyes
Now you left me with memory
You're my treasure history

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

We'd travelled in numbers huge and planning
we treasured those all trips count but over
Go always together like the lovers
I wonder alone where you are living?

Your omnipresent are like delusion
for God sake 'searching', elusive answer
These ideas illogical, to 'strangers'
A sound, a scent, a shade, a shadow; longing

Come near me! you're a phantom or the ghost!
I always open arms to you my boy
my son, you're welcomed, pristine my true host

God granted courage: holding ice or fire
Not you are out-and-out my son, let's toss
The time a hundred days I need you dear


To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

I'm begging you to forgive me, my son
For things to you that I could not have done

I knew I've loopholes all o'er in my plan
I felt lament: the black and cold dungeon

Two rivers flow but they can never meet
Until they scattered on my ugly feet

Who knows the secret, only you and me
Just want to hug you like we used to be

You'll forgive me, a faint hope I bear heft
That's all I ask for you, my most loved chap

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win

You're the mountain made out of the feathers
Shield covered you has loopholes all over
You did charity to all poor beggers
You're the river for the nasty smugglers

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are

Were you in love or what was your treasures?
That's you were I knew only part outer
Slip of thought leads you to a grave danger
Warned you every time we've walked together

The guardian of your legend my dear
But you're not my prisoner forever
Anything from me even ivory tower
Name it you'll get the best or the better

You're the cool breeze crossing o'er the river
A moonlit shine in the freezing water
Desert hot in day and cold at night you're
Make a destiny and you'll be stronger

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are...

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

Please knock on my door at midnight
I'm now ready for the late-night
Please tell me where to massage you
Ready at your service for you

Please come and talk to me all things
Songs, updated news, and all themes
Let me take you to fine dining
Where good food and nice surrounding

Let me wait for till 4 am
I'm okay in my car, I can
Enjoy with your closed pals freely
Always happy such night deeply

Tell me about the girls you like
I ne'er ask who are they or what
Ask for what present you should give
I know the feelings of teenage

Come, talk and cry when you break up
I'm your friend to open your heart
You're my friend, colleague and my son
My advisor and a twin one

Now you left me with solitude
Not telling me in which mood
I devoted whole life for you
I'm papa and mother to you

Around me is you, you and you
You're still with me anything I do

With loving memory of my late son Nanda Phyo Win who left me on 1st September 2020