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Does it hurt when you hear them say something horrid to you.
Because it shouldn’t, there is another world, another you! That takes the pain. That fights everyday in a world that holds dead memories.  
This world is seen as the painfullest.
yet ours is perceived as the weakest. Words.....**** those words, the ******* of the heart with a word is more fatal then a bullet. The world I
see...**** I can’t even stand and I find my mind is the only part of me taking damage.
But my other he is brave, he will stand against dark and along side you.
but we...we must be strong.  
Rise over the words of misery and the other will rise against the pain and fight. and now no longer fight for you,
but for the others lost in the dark.
you and your other shall save us from misery, darkness, doubt, and pain. always look towards the light
you have always been free, loved, cared, and will alway every day of your life be accepted. never forget this,never forget who you are.
Parker Nov 2018
Ive been drowning in your psychological and addiction fueled downfall for long enough
Leaving you was one thing but watching you deteriorate was like slowly watching and accepting quicksand shall soon smother my last breath
Find yourself my dear.. please
Not for me for I am no longer the man you once married
And I’m ok with that
Do it for yourself
Do it despite I plan on never seeing your eyes again regardless
Do it for your father can finally sleep
Do it because it’s what Cali bird would of wanted
Fault and all, you were special Amber
The painfullest truth for me was,,
I new I had to leave you after all that transpired yet never in a million years did I imagine my absence along would rip you apart so horrifically  and on so many levels
No matter how bad you wronged me, nothing equates to the destruction that comes with losing ones own mind
I, along with many many more people would give anything to help you get better my dear
Yet I know deep in my heart that the woman I once married died long ago

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