I wish
I wish I had
I wish I had said I love you more
I wish I had told you what was on my mind
I wish I had shown you that we we're special
I wish I had you back
I wish I had more time
I wish I had us
I wish this wasn't the way it is
I wish I had shown you our future
I wish I had shown you our apartment
I wish I had shown you my dreams
I wish I had shown you the very depths of me
I wish I had shown you that the small things were my favorite things
I wish I had told you that the far idea of looking at Sophie with your eyes made me smile instantly
I wish I had told you that the idea of maci with your ears made me cry
I wish I had told you that the idea of watching the Bentley Colton Sophie and maci grow up was the thing that kept me moving forward
I wish I had told you how many nights I laid in bed looking at the ceiling thinking about how nice our future was
I wish I had told you how perfect it felt when you rested your head on my chest at night
I wish I had shown you how much it ment when you looked at me
I wish I had shown you how much it meant when our fingers interlocked
I wish I had shown you more of me
I wish I had more time
I wish I had you
I wish I had
I wish
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With her I see
With her I hear
With her I taste
With her I say
With her I feel
With her things are different
With her I take things I granted
With her I worry
With her I'm scared to lose
With her I smile
I laugh
I dream
I talk
With her I see a future
I see the future not just a future
I see the big house with plenty of land
I see the mountains of Tennessee in the back ground
I see her riding horse with our youngest child
A baby boy
With soft dark brown hair
And the deepest shade of brown
I see my daughter Sophie riding up next to her mother
I see maci that little girl with the most perfect sandy colored ***** blond hair
I hear Bentley as he comes around the house with his four wheeler
I see the smiles on their faces
With her I don't even have to close my eyes to dream
With her I live my dreams
With her I am my dreams
I close my eyes at night and I can't wait for morning because having a second with her is worth more than a minute alive
With her I feel vulnerable
With her I feel open
with her I feel love
With her I feel safe
And with her I see a future
Is where I want to spend my life

In that night
Where the stars served as our light,
You took my hand
And I hold you tight

Our time was short
But I kept our memories inside
It was our day fifty-fourth
I love you and together we'll fight

-MaCi