"litteraly" poems
The never ending relationship
of the moon and the sea is complicated
perhaps worse than Romeo and Juliet
What if after millions of years,
mornings and nights,
the sea decides to tell the moon
that she doesn't want to be controlled
by him anymore
Becuase he makes her tides into
an uncontrollable disaster
and she is litteraly a sea of emotions
with screaming waves
and murmuring ripples
And she looks up and
cries to the moon
to stop overpowering her
because she is tired of the recklessness
But the moon replies
that she is nothing without him
And he'll either forever control her for eternity
or leave her forever,
dead, immobile, with no beating heart
which is her tide.
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
Roll me over
check my pulse again
I have just checked my email box
it was empty then
I went to cogitating
about the whys and whatz up now
that I think I litteraly went and had a cow
Roll me over
am I dead
my eyes fixed
looking straight ahead
consternated by the thought
how hard it is to write a page
to your dear old dad, your brother, your friend
you know the son of your Mother?
the guy you grew up with
liked the stuff he wrote
or was it he liked what you had wrote
and that you had grown up too
Roll me over
don't check my pulse
I don't care anyway
I opened up my email
it was empty again today.
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 11:36 AM UTC
I litteraly feel like I make choices, just so my brain can tear me apart. Piece by piece. Until I'm disgusted with the choices I've made. These feelings don't last just a couple nights, they last months, years. Sending me swirling back into self pity. I stop eating, stop smiling, stop listening to music, stop laughing, and stop writing. Till I'm no longer me, just a shallow shell of who I use to be. I find no enjoyment, just distaste for my own life. I'm such a mistake, that all I can do is make more.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 2:02 AM UTC