I've spent hours contemplating the words to say to you
but no combination of twenty six different leters could
ever accurately capture even a sliver of what this feeling is

strum again all the worries away
disociate today
strum away play again the right away
repetive bass notes by thumb
and double leters fade away
nothing bad can stay
i flood it in with numbing sounds
and thoughts that canopy the gray
something molding now waits: melodies stay and a tear
comes down my eye, and should i apologize for being hurt in this way? all i can do is promise you i'll do my best to get better every day,
i hope you choose to stay