We gave it a shot
and as the medicine cooled and chilled the veins
it mended the illness pooled within
and oh what rush
but as the days past there was a need
a need for more
the darkness was seeping back in
and only doses where given
minimal but satisfying
heart-wrenching but heart-mending
what better medicine then love
oh but in truth what worse
It clings to the heart
and intwines itself with all that it surrounds
once those doses are up  
the pain floods back in
the shakes
the pit
the tears
are what take over
they devour whats left
and shrivel you up
and take its place as that constant cycle
reminding what life is like
pain filled and alone
"try again" it’ll tease
but instead you’ll cower and hide
in your defeat
"this my surrender" you’ll say
and hope to God you’ll listen.

Once upon a time
Twice upon a memory
Thrice upon a wish

I wanted a destiny that was intwines with yours
But alas, I hardly know you.

You enchanted me
Bewitched my mind
And spelled my affections

There is one word I shan't ever utter
But if you're my knight in shining armor
And I am more than just a step for you to climb
Then maybe I will change fate to spend the rest of my life with you.

I will creat my own destiny.
But I am doomed to failure

I may try my best
And find motivation
But my will power and hope are inconsequential compared to my omnipotent and everlasting sin.

Eyes made of Gold
Blood Thicker then water


Frozen time
Encripes and Intwines


A shot in the dark
pixels Unite

The prey and the Preditor
A deer in headlights



Earth dissolves
Denyed the wolf

Bait to pull you in
Falling to pieces

Eyes made of Gold
Blood Thicker then water


Frozen time
Encripes and Intwines


A shot in the dark
pixels Unite

The prey and the Preditor
A deer in headlights


Earth dissolves
Denyed the wolf

bait to pull you in
Falling to pieces