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jackie Feb 2013
And there i was,
finding myself,
looking back the way i do

Disappointed in myself
not even a thought by you
a second thought is not
so collected

one so sure
one so lost
the latter
from the expected

scattered in a memory
thoughts of us intersept
keeping track of silent weeps
a chain reaction
reluctantly kept

a life is no life
filled with uneven breaks
in places unseen
a silent heartache

mime like movement
from to day basis
a smile
merely substance
filling spaces

passion drained
detached ship
passing shore to shore
no intention to re-grip
Who will hear me cry?
When those around me
Sees no wrong
Who will let me
Bare my soul
When each one has his pain?
Who will lift my spirit high
When life has knocked me down
When no one sees my fall
Is teethering just so?
Yes who can begin to understand
When alone these tears i cry
When to the world it seems
Another day has just passed by
Who can heal a broken heart
Who knows where to start
When it feels like understanding
Seems so far apart?
Is this only in my mind
This longing i will find
That each one has his own trial
That to anothers plight
Be blind?
Is this what waits upon one
When love has come and gone?
Is this how it feels
To truely be alone-
Who will listen
To my words
That falls down as tears
From my own eyes?
Who will tell me
Its alright
To let my sorrow free
When looking in a broken mirror
I am all i see?
Yes who has answers
To my questions
Who can plainly see
That trials and tribulations is
A part of humanity?
And if i choose to never speak
And keep my feelings hid
Will i have gained anything
For heartache i have lived?

The answer to this riddled plight
The prayer im left to said
'God its time you intersept
Ive given all i can
Without your guidance
I'll "silent" wept
In Jesus name"

Amen

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