She's a girl

that hides

her potentiality

in the World.

I was and still walking

Half running and walking

In a spacious and dark dimension

Build in my head

With my buddy called Overthinker

I idolize you

Yet you don't know me too well

I hope we bond soon

Heartbeat beats so fast

Don't know why

But there's someything in it

That says because of you.

Every step you take
I will be there, I promise
But, where's that promise?

One day
Two days
Three days
Four days
Five days
Six days
Seven days..

Its been a week since my arrival
Yet it feels like Im still in my wonderland
It feels like I'm in a cloud nine
Where there are all white
Shining and Shimmering
I am confused
Sate my curiousity

It feels like the heavens answered my prayers
I bumped into a young gorgeous girl
She introduced herself to me
She enlightened my crowded mind
She speak so finess and classy
I think I'm floating
I am floating because of her

She told me Im in a Paradise
Where worries, problems and sadness do not exist
She told me to come with her so I did
Every step I take
I feel the lightness of my being
I feel like a free bird
She led the way with smile on her face


Once we stopped, I was mesmerized
I eyed them with wide eyes
A tear roll down from my eyes
They are in a form of circle
They are beaming at me
They are all Angels
With God and his son Jesus Christ at the center.

God called me
He said come on my child
Welcome to my Heaven and Earth.

We're all tired
For everything that exhaust us
In every corner of our lives
That pops up in the most unexpected way

I love life
But it makes me unlove it
Then later on I love it again
Why is life so complicated?

I was and still a silent reader

That wish I could write too

But now I am not just a reader

It feels nice that I can finally say

I am now a Reader and a Writer.

Have I told how much he cared for me?
Have I told you how tight he embraced me?
Have I told you how punctual he is?
Have I told you how he always enlighten me from everything?
Have I told how many times he saved me from myself?
Have I told how he helped me from my struggles everyday?
Have I told you that he forgive me from time to time?
Have I told you that he turns my weakness to my strengths?
Have I told you how he do things in control?
Have I told you how full of wisdom he is?
Have I told you how he push me to my limits
To discover something in my self?
Have I told you how many times he got disappointed in me because if my sins?
Have I told that he is also hurting  everytime I did something wrong?
Have I told you how it pains him everytime he saw me in pain as well?
Have I told how kind hearted he is?
Have I told that he is my man?
Have I you that he is my savior?
Have I told you that he is our Lord, Jesus Christ?

Twinkle twinkle little stars

How I wonder who you are

Up above the sky so high

Twinkle twinkle little stars

How I wonder if you're here

Make my eyes twinkle as yours

It is an inevitable feeling
No one is exempted
Either your in High, Middle and Lower Class.

Don't let the stressors of yours consume you
Don't let them made you feel you're alone
Because you are not indeed alone

We are billions and still counting
Be brave, take a break and let your echaustions go
So if they can, You too.

Every teardrops
Every whimper
Every over thinking
Every what ifs

Will lead to big smiles
Will lead to laughter
Will lead to genuine happiness
Will lead to what will be

Every situations that we are in will always lead us to what God planned for us to reach his holy land with strong heart and devotion to him.

Five words yet touching
Can melt her heart even more
HAPPY MOTHERS'S DAY

Do you think I want this?

Do you think I didn't change my mind?

To have a healthy mental health.

I did it several times

Its just that anxiety come and go

And mind you

I'll never be ready for its arrival in my mind and soul.

I will chase my Dreams
Whether you like it or not
I can and I will

Boys will be boys

That's the saying

They say nothing is constant is the world

But why is that saying became very constant

We should grow up and learn things differently

Coz, as days goes by

Our faith and ourselves will be our constant buddy.

Your words are sharp yet mending

That enter my soul

That makes me enlighten and become crystal clear.

You're my all and savior Jesus Christ.

Quiet mind of mine

Full of thoughts of  whatever

Its my crowded mind

A dream is a dream

If you'll not chase it

And if you'll not stand on your own

So close yet so far

You’re a daydream

Yet also my nightmare

Why is that?

I was born without you

Yet it feels surreal

When your nowhwere to be found

I am no one
Until you came
You make the unknown in me
To be known

You let me step out of my comfort zone
You let me feel things I've never felt before
You let me became dependent on your presence
Now I can't go back to what I used to be without you

Coz Im dependent on you

I want to go home
But I know I cannot go
Cause you we're my home

She is caught up in the moment
Of her sufferings
She doesn’t yet realized
That there is so much more to be thankful for
Than the things that she cried for

She was enlightened
When she talked to him
She was ashamed
Of what she’d thought of him

She was saddened
Because she didn’t know him better before
That‘s why simple things matter to her
Because she knows that Almighty God have plans for her

I am who I am

Being liked is a bonus

I'm proud to be me

A necessity that will not vary

A good that will always be needed

No matter what happens

A natural resources
That is needed by all beings
Humans, animals, plants and soil
Are all water dependent

My eyes glowing
Like there's no tomorrow
It makes everyone think Im so cheerful

But they didn't know its a mask
That hides my self from them
To save myself from pitiful looks and treatment