Resting upon a stone
While feeling calm
Bitterness
I questioned myself
Silence
In the lily fields
To find peace
For this moment I do claim
As my eyes are closed
Shutting itself off
From to the world of disgust
No one around
Miles away
A nearby village, I seek
Weeping  in sorrow
For a dying friend
Who remembrance as a youth
As we depart
With no exclamation
As I lean forward
Looking out
On the train ride home
For my farewell
To another death
Has cursed my heart

Falling deep into the emptiness of space

Worthlessness
loneliness miss guided and missed placed

A sinking feeling a cold shiver
A life time of tears float within one river

Darkness and sorrow a feeling so hollow

The bitter sweetness of life but no dreams  to follow

Lives ruined hearts crushed

A whirl pool of pain continued to be flushed

A broken soul that tries to mend

A shattered heart that fears the end

A battered body a soulless  smile

A mountain filled with sadness
That  stretches over a mile

My heart that once loved
Has been corrupted by hate

My  world has been left in a darkened state

A brewing storm that's  on the rise
To cover up my guilt to hide all my lies

The mist setting in my shield of cover

The thickening of the air as I continue to smother

Stuck  on  an endless cycle that continues to go round

******* with my demons
I'm emotionly bound

This viscous cycle of self destruction

A broken spirit that can no longer function

A tainted young soul that can no longer cope

A mind so brittle Its lost all hope

Standing on the edge ready to let go

The pain this girl felt no one should ever know