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Bunhead17 Sep 2014
I'm strong and then weak
I'm happy and then sad
I have mixed emotions
I'm always dreading the bad
And wondering where will it end
Im trying to fill this hole
In my heart
Id tried letting go
Of you
But yet I'm still holding on
To something that's no longer there
I have mixed emotions about you
And life
One minute I love you then
The next I hate you
One minute I'm here then
The next I'm gone
Sometimes I feel like gods
Calling me back home
One minute I feel alive and the next
I feel dead
I still think that one day
My phone will ring and I'll hear your voice again
I have mixed emontions
Its so many emotions
Like one minute I have faith then
The next I don't
Sometimes I wish
That I could just let go
Because I have
Mixed emotions...about you
Samantha Sep 2020
Dont tell me you love me if you really don't.
Dont play with my emontions if you dont tend to stay.
If this is going to be like the other times please leave now.
If we are just being friends and i finally get my best friend back.
Let me know where you stand so i know
I need to know so i can either lock up my feelings or let them flow out
I truly believe that if we really try we can be something beautiful
You know ill never hurt you
You know ill have your back no matter what
Image all that we can build together
Our love is strong if you let it be
You know i got you ill cover you for what ever you cant handle.
Ill build you up
Look how far i got on my own
I grew up im so mature now
Im not that 12 year old girl who let everything tick her off
But can you blame me
When i love i love hard
You have always been the one who held my heart
No matter how many guys i tryed to date none of them compares to you.
I always look for you in them
But maybe thats where i go wrong
But i cant help it...
Ill never let you go
When i promised you years ago that ill be here till im 6 feet under
Thats what i met
So let me know
If you just want to be friends and keep things as it is
Im okay with it
I just need to know
But if there is some little hope in your heart
That you want to try and really try
Then let me know im all yours
If im the only who feels strongly about us then please just be real and open up to me like you use to
I can handle what ever you choose but please dont lead me on

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