Sometimes its the simplicity of my fathers ways that make me want to walk in his unchanging path for the rest of my days.
His engineer mind complicates my decisions
But my mothers healing hands touch everyone but me
However its my mothers rage and fire
That i sorely desire
Seeing my father think is like watching the inside of a clock,
Its gears switching and constantly turning.
My mothers fists of fury tell me i should be angry,
People lied and diseved.
My fathers ways are beautiful, however once i try to live then i realize that that is not me,
I should be myself.
All i want is to be free
He is stuck in a hallway that only goes straight.
My mother is in a feild of grass runninng away from everyone and everything.
I cant be stuck in my fathers wrath
I need my mothers outrageous anger to keep my going.
Simplicity is beauty.
But i need freedom.

Sleeping late
Trying to think straight
But I still remeber our 1st date.......
I still remember it like yesterday
I had to watch you walk away
And it didn't matter how much I wanted you to stay
I still had to watch you go
Every since that day I been feeling low
You left me here alone
And now here I am waiting for you at home
Tears are falling down my face
But I'm still waiting for you just in case
You said well see each  other once again
But my question for you is when
It feel like it been forever
And I'm wondering  when well be together
It's been so long
And I'm trying to be strong
I don't know how long I can last
I wish time could go by fast
Cause I need you by my side
And  you're all that's been on my mind
And I don't care if the world disappears
As long as you're here
Without you I wouldn't know what to do
And lately I've been feeling so  blue
Right now it feels like  my earth stop turning
And the sun stop burning
Why did you have to  leave
I felt so diseved
I still remeber like yesterday
There was nothing left  to say
I had to watch you walk away    
Oh how I wish you would've stayed