i hate love .
it makes me feel weak and vulnerable.
it ****** me off
it makes me feel like I'm not good enough , constanlty second guessing my worth.
it makes me care more for the other than i do for myself .
it makes me feel uneasy and lets me build up high walls around my heart
love makes me feel like fool.
it makes me feel all these emotions at once leaving me confused ,  and turning me into a complete mess

but then everytime time i see your face , i just think to myself
maybe being in love is not so bad after all

One second I'm drowning
And the next I'm floating on water
Sometimes I don't care and sometimes I care to much
I had a friend who was allergic to bananas
Its been 2 years since we stopped talking
But I still won't touch bananas
I sit there at night staring at my phone wondering if I should text the girl I like
But i force my self to walk away because i don't want to be over bearing
Sometimes i won't message people for days because i don't care
Because i'm always the one who text them first
I'm constantly saying i'm fine when I'm not
I'm constanlty fighting with my self on if I'm being anoying