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Feelings of hurt sadness and anger combined
Can't find the words to say how I feel
I feel the storm brewing deep inside
Like a volcano about to erupt
A *** of boiling water
The most mediocre and cleshay
Way to say how I feel
Would to be to just say
Im OK.

I think my biggest fear is love
I know that sounds cleshay and cheesy
But we all are afraid of something
Our fears do not come without reason
They are made from experience or stories
You see I did not used to fear my passion
I actually craved it; lived for it
But then I was broken from falling too hard
No I don’t think I fell in love
It was more like a fast jump
Thinking you know what you’re getting into
This just made it worse
The fact that you took all of that time
You took all of your effort to love this person
But now they’re gone
They made it so it was difficult to take the time on another
But still you put in the effort
Because no matter how much it scares you
No matter how much it may hurt you
You still crave that old feeling
The need to feel needed
So this time you don’t fall with arms wide open
You take the time and look where you’re jumping
Take that a deep breath, close your eyes and leap