"Do you smoke?" you asked
as you let a gray cloud drift away from your mouth.
"No" I said quetly, ashamed that you might think I wasn't cool.
I avoided giving you that speech about dying soon.
You stayed quiet and inhaled from that toxic stick one last time
and pressed your lips gently onto mine.
I tasted the Marlboro's on your tongue
and became addicted to smoking from your kiss.

Remember the time
i held you close
and you wrapped me in your arms
it felt like forever

And the time
your mouth invaded mine
because to us
that was love

Or the many times
we had lunch dates
you held my hand
through it all

I wrote notes on your cigarretes
to remind you of us
what we are
and what we will be

Cause i've loved you at your darkest
strongest
weakest
and most vulnerable

And i love you more each day

l.m

i have yellow teeth from smoking cigarretes.

every time i inhale to breathe
as an exhale leaves my lungs.
a putrid and foul smell excels through my blackening lungs.
the smell of cigarettes and the cotton mouth i forget that i get.

but things like that dont:
bother me
upset me
things dont get me worried.

i have the tendancy to ignore all that is flaw within me.

actually i embrace these things proudly.
oddly enough thats the stuff i need to be pretty.

nicotine breath
worsening health
my minimum wage wealth that is gone before i can say cat.
THATS A FACT!
it bothers me to see how uncomfortable people appear to be when they simply all but just exist.
thats how it should be plainly seen.

i mean you exist....
EXIST with purpose that may surface to your unknown dome that holds this unrequitted idea of flaw.

hell if i think im pretty with my flaws, i hope you could imagine me in my draws. ;)

a smile is health.

but first,
                                              accept...
                                                          self...

I
sit
here
smoking
cigarretes
at
1
in
the
morning
and
order
you
from
my
mind.

“À vous,
I worship you every single day
First thing in the morning
“À vous,
Also my friends are
Praying for you every
Single day
It only takes a few minutes
To do it
And In you prayer
You ask God to give
More health and peace
Because you live a very
Stressful life every single day
And also you don’t have good
Health anymore
Because you had chosen
To smoke cigarretes
And you are destroying you lungs
Also you will end up
With lung cancer
And also you will die early
Here on earth
That is so ashame
That you are slowly killing
Yourself
Why do you want to die
Early?
You can still quit smoking
By doing cold turkey

“À vous,
I worship you every single day
First thing in the morning
“À vous,
Also my friends are
Praying for you every
Single day
It only takes a few minutes
To do it
And In you prayer
You ask God to give
More health and peace
Because you live a very
Stressful life every single day
And also you don’t have good
Health anymore
Because you had chosen
To smoke cigarretes
And you are destroying you lungs
Also you will end up
With lung cancer
And also you will die early
Here on earth
That is so ashame
That you are slowly killing
Yourself
Why do you want to die
Early?
You can still quit smoking
By doing cold turkey

À vous,
I worship you every single day
First thing in the morning
“À vous,
Also my friends are
Praying for you every
Single day
It only takes a few minutes
To do it
And In you prayer
You ask God to give
More health and peace
Because you live a very
Stressful life every single day
And also you don’t have good
Health anymore
Because you had chosen
To smoke cigarretes
And you are destroying you lungs
Also you will end up
With lung cancer
And also you will die early
Here on earth
That is so ashame
That you are slowly killing
Yourself
Why do you want to die
Early?
You can still quit smoking
By doing cold turkey