I hate talking...

But i have a lot to say.

Im very rude...

But i tell people i dont know to have a nice day with every ounce of my heart.

Im very shy...

But im inquisitive, curious, amicable, funny, and usually the conversation starter.

Im cautious...

Yet completely impulsive.

Im clean... And neat....!

But sometimes im too lazy for a shower......

4 days at a time which is repulsive....

Im energetic...

But im too in love with my couch to show you.

Im aggressive...

But im too empathetic and laid back to hurt you...

I love my life...

But it hards to accept the trials...

I want a wife....

......i dont want a wife.....

I want a family....

But its hard to make one when youve never had one....

Hmmm....  

Maybe i should wait....

There's a smith.....

I think about how you skim and past my sentence's of deep thought

if you could meet me and I you,
what would I say that can interest you?

should compliment the fact on how gracefully you wear, wore, have those shoes,
or stare in your brown, green-blue-hazel-crystal-transparent eyes e.t.c
speak to you about what you do.
speak to you about what you think.
show me a sign that you exist. exceed my imagination as I try to bring you to life through pen an ink

im a nice person

I think about how you skim and pass my sentence's of deep thought.