well, sure, i'm a loser,
i was once strapped to a park
bench, approached
by an elder pakistani,
and he was bewildered
as to why i was alone...
could answer him,
he started squinting,
so i moved my big 'ed
to block the sun,
that didn't do much,
as i once stated:
the feeling of conversation,
soon... turned into
a feeling of conversion...
he brought out his
digital qu'ran
as if expecting
me to numb-**** the way
out of the scenario
with intense feelings
of needs to: search for
the Hajj...
so i pointed to the qu'run
(ever watch an arab
buckle...
tell him to insert
an apostrophe...
****** will buckle...
the B: so ******* glottal...
buckle timothy (tim) i call 'im,
never got around to slacking
off on the cockney slur)
what does this mean:
alif, lam, meem
the old pakistani elder simply
replied: only god knows...
i said: jack-****,
thinking to myself...
you know those are...
the nouns to replicate
graphemes,
but are actually letters?
A, L, M?
later: please, someone,
just get the rabbis onto this...
release the hounds...
i'm done at being
converted...
a simple beer in the park,
being approached by
some pakistani elder...
me wishing him "good riddle"
and then using my body,
that translated into a shadow,
to block out the fun
glaring at his face wasn't enough...
o.k. "god knows"...
the latin phonetic encoding
is ****...
oh it's ****...
it gets ***** via the O,
the P, the R, the Q, the D, B...
there's no "hole" to be
filled...
semitic writing, whether hebrew
or arab?
no "concept" of
an... encricling... of omicron...
just: horde mentality,
moving forward...
to a never-neverland...
so yeah, i am a loser...
or a loß-er...
and sometimes...
the latin phonetic encoding script...
if you forget the freedom
of speech *******...
can reveal...
puncture wounds,
which you, subsequently fill,
having noticed them...
timing:
what's the difference
between a hyphen & an apostrophe?
ah...
pedantry pedantry,
the sort of pedantry that would
a rich man to employ a butler...
a knees'-up...
just because
circumcision takes avenue in
a hidden, place...
doesn't imply that
it will not affect the Σ....
which is the new norm...
to shatter what became
19th century psychoanalytical
"garbage",
or the late 20th century's
focus on "ego"...
to me: Σ...
you don't think that
a man's ontological framework
doesn't become...
dissonant... when he has
become circumcised?
(Σ, total, it's an elevated
variant of the grapheme concept...
since... well...
we're living down to
topple every single letter
with ah: A: alpha-male
b'eh: B: beta-male...)
but this experience, just, felt...
(here's the american beauty
comparison, sample)
spec-tac-ular
which is different,
to whatever academic alien
alphabet this: /spɛkˈtakjʊlə/
refers to...
talk to a bilingual...
we'll talk short-cuts to...
like i said: whatever alien
******* that is...
******* neo-copernican...
ʊ ə
upside-down greek...
and latin...
or you could send a drunk in
with a modest education
belt...
learned chemistry:
forgot aikido:
after the sensei was away,
one of his students:
kicked me in the *******
and left me in a foetal
position, counting:
oh i'm pretty sure it was
more than just a Welsh
"thing" and prancing sheep...
compensation?
back then... what was it...
2000, 2001...
that wasn't an over-used
term...
esp. not in an applied sense...
you know,
you can really revise
that american beauty quote,
of a single word...
you can hyper-"inflate"
the timing...
sp'ec-tac-úlar (exhibit a)
(****, no S with tilde...
so no agitated serpent
imagery)
s'pec-tac-u'l'ār (exhibit b)
or the "******" version:
sssssssssspec
taaaac
uuuuuuuuular...
but hey, who's keeping rhythm,
or count,
or spelling, intact...
point being: i made a mistake
within the confines of
exhibit a...
yeah...
the apostrophe
should have come at the crux
of the s'
and not include
the p to make the invalid
syllable scalpel cut of sp',
but u'l'ār
is, "true"...
well...
if only i painted...
you could look at a painting,
passively,
and walk away,
saying to your date:
eh... some variant of ronin
geometry...
but with writing...
it's like:
someone made a conscious
effort...
****...
this better make sense...
point being...
how do you introduce
the concept of orthography,
to a language,
that... simply...
rejects it?
it was quasi attempted
when the english found out that
the best chemists were
german...
and an english speaker
knows how... complex a german
word can be...
hence?
the hyphen (-)
e.g. hydroxychloroquine...
yeah... syllables...
cascade...
hydroxy-chloroquine...
strain on the english eyes...
but that's a big word...
little words, nuances...
you could replace the hyphen
with an apostrophe...
hi'yah...
not: kiai ***. for stance prior
attack...
try lodging
an apostrophe
into hello...
h' el' 'low...
it's almost like i'm...
filling in for some sort of short-comings...
well...
chinese phonetic encoding
is pretty decent,
that part of me that admires
Ezra Pound...
but then...
decoding from how chinese
is encoded,
and hearing it?
all that effort...
translated into a latin script
and it comes out as
水: water: shoo'e.
(shuǐ)
un-spec-tac-cu-lar.
