Frozen funeralNecessary burialYou pushed me backAgainst the wall. My eye was morethan on the doorIt became stringentFor manners sake, I didn’t make a faceAt that vinegar smell.Knowing better is no remedy for hurt prideBrand his pink skin for the first timeDuck out before the sourA new hot shower AwaitsAt home. Or somewhere with potted fernsBreathe ReprieveNever been with such a followerat my heels. Looking over my shoulderBlurting and grindingOn my nervesFeigning understandingNo more storm metaphorNot worth the anger earned By the dark pastI clutch my secret hopeLike a sold out ticketAwakened by remembered hungerImagining fresh garden loot. Still drippIngWet(January 2, 2010)

In my own morose way.
Feeling half haggard.
Found myself in the company of a gohst
You remember me?i thought so
I remember you too.....tell me
Since you seem surreal.
What is the significance of the street
or this town
You and i are staggering down?
Really ????????
Thats?
What u wanna?askme????
Seaside Oregon ....best damm clam chowder.  
Got drunk as **** we did karaoke
Sonny And Cher that bar.......right over there
Funny..............
I know dont .......
Dont cry Honey ..
...iknow ..............our Honeymoon.
And yes i still remember irony
Shhhhhh it taste' like the blood we shared.
................ok ok so you remember.
So *** are we both doin here?
You tell me this youre poetry
All i could manage to say was......
Touche.........she said .....so .......
Why do we meet this way
You know i live i everett you know you can call me.
then the passionate side of me felt suffocated

Grabbed er by the hair
Pulled into the ally.
I said baby i think mabey theres too many clothes between you and me
She looked at me pulled her head back with violence and power.
lightning Sparkling in her eyes.
She said *** ..........and we kissed
Like wild fire
Still got a hand full of hair
I turnt her around hard pusshed her up against the ***** brick backside of the bar
She tried to look back at me and pushed that J low backagainst me
And said ohh Fuuccccccc.
Thats the man i fell in love with ...
*** happened to that man i knew
Where did you go..............
I started to cry ..........i said i fell in love with you..babe ......
Why did you go.............
She said ****..................
......
I woke up squeezeing and biting my pillow ..............
I hate missing her
Im begining to get aroused by the taste of my tears.