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Hailey A Carlson Dec 2013
I'm waiting, for someone to care, for people to change, realize what they're doing and why. I want to stop thinking that I am alonee, want to know there's someone else that thinks like I do you and sees how the rest of these people are so shadowed and blind. I want to see the good times again, and I want to remember these moments, knowing there are more to come. But my hope is falling through my fingers, as each day passes drearily in the same **** way. Without Change. And I wonder why people think their way of life is Okayy. I want to fill the lonely emptiness and longing I have, but they continue to make me more and even more empty, leaving me a shell of the wonderous possibly I know I can be. Just held back by their thoughts of their reality. They can try to listen to me, like anyone should, but I know they just don't understand, and I just wish I could change that, and let them see what I see, how ugly they really are. Allow them to know what their actions really spell.

I want to escape to a place with passion, not passiveness. A place with spirit and soul and color and good vibes, full of true originality and heart. With NO INTENTIONS. Just truth. Just simplicity. Just happiness and laughter and love. No consequences. No melodramaticacy. A place where there are no fake smiles, only unstoppable dimples. Made by REAL and TRUE moments, moments so rare to me now I can hardly remember the last. I just want the truth, not lies. And I want everything the world can offer. Is that too much to ask? I want risk. Where did that go? I want to be and feel like an entire human being living for true happiness and potential, fulfilling dreams, no matter the circumstances.

But these kids, these future conquerors of the world, they continue to allow themselves to be completely controlled by the social norms of our ******* society. I refuse. But it has no mercy, society is a killer, high school it's ally. It controls, infects, then kills the soul. A sad death all too willingly accepted. It hazes the youths real priorities, and takes over the immune system, rejecting difference.
Madds Mar 2012
I sat

on the bottom of a cave

convincing myself

that being alonee is beautiful.

the smell of batshit

is worth escaping everything.

My fear of the darkness

i realized was never a fear.

I'm not scared of anything.

The ice cold trickle of water

splashing on my neck,

it makes me feel new again.

I've needed this break

for 15 years. i might stay here forever.

who knows.

And then in an instant
it hit me.
This place is
and lonely.
3 things I've always be scared of.
Lemon Apr 2019
Coffee is what its like to be with you, because your bitter on the outside, but inside your sweet like fruit!!!!
Anaa Alvarez Jun 2010
Thee sunliqht briqhtenss your eyes as ii look deep into themm
You whisper somethinqq as we stand there alonee
ii Just cant here you.
You start to fadee away..
ii Tryy to holdd you one moree time but ii Cant feel you
Dont Goo
ii whisper as a tear rolls down my cheek
Well Meet aqain you say in a voicee ii almost cant understand
Just know that ii love you and dont forqet me.
ii Lovee You too and theres no chancee ii will
ii walk away *** you fade into a liqht thinkinqq to myselff
"Ill Miss You My Love"♥

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