everything's interesting when it isn't
distant closure fills the void
that i enter every time i move
i feel myself to smooth my body
in the gaudy sort of visions
of people dying on hills

every day feels like the last
and looks like the next
it's not hard to see how much you hate me

bleeding through gifts and embraces and conversations
unlike anyone else i strove to plug in
to you unto you into you
what i'd do

but you turned the cold shoulder
getting older and colder
older and older
and you're getting more and more and more and more and more and more
the same

i don't want your time if you have none to give me
see i believe it when i'm sinking in the depths
among the stars and across bars
i'm sinking into you
and you hate and hate and hate and hate and hate because you're
exactly the same

evil and
abismal as
me
see
you hate
everything
about me
as i forget
the words
imadeupthreeminutesago
you're something I never should have had
and never did in the first place
but if you can, for all the things i gave you,
give me something (just see)
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
that you drowned me
drown me
you drowned me
still drown me

One arm under girlfriend one against the wall
Only light from window covered it was abismal
Then three demons leered over reaching across bed
Fear clean ****** out of me,not one word was said
As I break up panting, girl growls at me
I thought to my self why can't they let me be
Why does this happen,oh for **** sake
Looks like for a little while I'll be awake
She rolls over, I close my eyes
Think of something like cats being wise
Then she starts to murmer "are we recording?" as if I'm not there
I wake and ask what she means,I just want her to know that I care
We have a giggle before I write this verse
Because when I sleep in the dark I have a curse

Grzeczna Czecha:
szpieg
Czech na Niemca...
tyle slowa dam
reszta: krew!
ja pocecie
poeta:
muzyka
sztuka
maliwidly
tortury
           adventure:
jkoasc:
leave the door open
to the cat
and the house
Reyla-Labokov-Edie: n'ah n'ah
not tis narrative:
some Marquis de Sade on
the sidfe: cranium awareness:
z headache
iz posit...
0, 0....

'grey day... for... wozard
the time of the Norse god blided
Allah saw Odin
Yahweh was sleeping through
the Holocaust: cauxd Hope and Despair

you are my dream my
eternal function emerald:
matthew / conrad:
wise council:
ill
cat blink jazz
jujst to mention

i see an army6 of th4e dead...
                like i: not welcxome....
to Pirate Michael St mother Oedipal
deise *****: ist: nein! alles mein!
sprechen deutzsche
i say less will: to power
and more
less Holy:
                  my inclinations came
with the Mongol
and the spearehead
of Lithuaninam Baltico Baptists...

the northern crusades...
be known:
be also heard of:
the salvaging myth of the history
of Europe...
you dream: and narrtate:
dear Quarus..
Reyla was here? alone:
the beast insisde the Castle...............................
i locked Reyla up...
like we went top bad opera like
a child *** slave Uraanium: Soviet... doll:
or else... i soul...
a soul.... in no the of bodty...
this Gaugin minglic with Bacon:
**** male kissing

Judas Jesus in Reverse:
tell me! tell me! tell me it isn't true¬
Jesus to Judas in Max:
it's true...
Judas to Jesus:
3x the cockerel unto your Peter:
and thrice fail you!

by then... no spirit: say i:
the Sauron of the ring:
and the coin: hollow meaning:
da!
          i see you plot the kippah
on any out of 9 / 10 charge
of probability:
so you found vector scientific
facts for whicvh you have no use for...
how blind
are you, dearest child of chill of children
abandoned...
so many blood ties to pride
when Jan Sobiewski marched those horses...
to steamed meat stews of the Priests:
of Norse Mythology:
tbe: crow-people.....
                                     die krähemenschen:

no black eagle: we saw crows... and we saw crosses:
and we saw crucifixes black
and clown bapismal abismal: so sorry:
i teased you...

Romans! Citizens! States! Diverge!
Eye for Eye!
Disperse O Wicked Babylon!
you Anglo Lingua Franca!
Drain Blood Elsewhere!
Begone!
Leave this Cat the Dragon to rest!
in Russia!
and let me Charge you
with the Eden that became a Dune
via the Serpent and the Worm!