oh dear,
what do i do?

it seems that ive gotten lost again.
well, at least i have some pink chewing gum.

oh how i wish i was the man on the moon
he's so beautiful

"hi!! how are you guys today?"
i turned towards my friends, leilah and lillie

my momma always tells me to "let them go" but i dont understand.
the doctors say its a way for me to cope, but i dont know what theyre talking about.

my momma always jokes around and tells me that leilah and lillie are dead, but i dont think it's a very good joke. she also says that i need to "own up" and "stop pretending" but i dont get the punchline.

everyone tells me that im the one that killed them, and i should stop acting like they're still here but i just dont get it.

they're right there. i can see them. we even play together everyday!!

there's no way they're dead.

everyone's just in on some big unfunny joke.

everyone says "home is where the heart is"
but i dont know where my heart's gone

i seem to have misplaced it.

"i love you lots, you know that?"

"it's just a little cut, you're alright with that,
aren't you, my love?"

"you said you'd do anything for me princess,
were you lying all along?"

"im doing this because i love you darling,
i dont want anyone else to hurt you okay?"

"that new bruise looks beautiful, sweetheart,
do you not like it?"

"im the only person who's going to love you.
i would never lie to you, honey."

"c'mon, you know how much i love you, dont you?
i would never hurt you on purpose."

"you love me, right?"

i did. i truly did.

but i loved his screams of agony even more.

i turned to him,
"what's wrong my love? why are you crying?
  you know im only doing this because i love you.
  remember when you used to say that to me, darling?
  now it's my turn to show you just how much i love you."

i loved him so much that i didnt want anyone else to **** him,
so i killed him myself.

ive fallen for the moon,
ive fallen for you.