rain rain,
would you please go away?

rain rain,
could you please not come again another day?

rain rain,
wont you please let it be sunny again?

i just want to see the sun.

leave me alone.
it's better for the both of us

dont talk to me,
i'll get attached

dont say you love me,
i hate lies.

i can see a red string connecting our fingers
can you see it too?

i finally realized
the roses were never red
and
all my friends are dead

i dont know why i even try.

i cant stop sliding the blade across my skin.
my blood is too pretty to keep it hidden.

so, why try?
i know the urge is going to beat me anyway.

im too far gone.

at this point, mental stability is like a star,
and im stretching out my arms to reach it,
knowing i never will.

i dream of you
almost every night

hopefully
i wont wake up this time

im so tired
but it's a tired that cannot be cured by sleep

im so tired,
tired of reliving everyday

im so tired,
tired of everything

the days have blurred together
and i cant tell which is which

i look in the mirror,
yet dont see myself

im fading