look into my eyes
what do you see

"nothing"

keep on trying

"i can't"

do it!

"i can't. this is so hard"

it's okay.

It was Friday.

I did it again,
but just enough to numb the pain

to wake me up from a bad dream.

am doin' my best ever since..

bcs I fear
that one day

I might not scared of the most unknown.

"but why?", she asked with her teary eyes.

"I do love you. I just can't... I don't know how to love your all...", he answered without looking into her eyes.

Her heart shattered, then she smiled.

"You never did. Don't you?"

There was nothing left for him to say.
She approached him, and hugged him slowly. She looked into his eyes and softly said,

"It's okay. You don't have to explain." and she kissed him on his cheek.

He stood quietly, still, as she released him from her embrace,
and the air felt cold.

The girl turned around and walked away. It's over.


"I'm sorry."

"It felt so real."

for he only cries at night in the dark,

for his tears is not a show but all pain

no one could understand.

If my demise means a great lesson to others,

Then I shall be gifted an eternal rest.

My soul, my soul,
Do not cry.
Please don’t be sad.

My soul, my soul,
Do not weep.
Please don’t be afraid.

My soul, my soul,
Do not fear.
Please don’t be discouraged.

My soul, my soul,
Be strong,
And be bold; always.

My soul, my soul,
Hear me pray.