EVIL     ¤              ¤     SIN
Eagerly                    ­ Satan
Venomous                Interaction
Impulsive              ­   Noxious
Lucidity

I have epilepsy
It did not go away
Temporal lobe surgery
Reduced seizure accuracy
Without medication they will come back to stay
I have epilepsy
This I have to say
To live in denial
Will cause self decay
I have epilepsy
Every single day
It is a disease that I carry
That will not go away
I have epilepsy
The conclusion I must face TODAY
Hooray, Hooray, Hooray
The joyous comfort I have found is to pray!

FAITH
all I have
FAITH
all I can be
FAITH
all I will ever need

I have not written a poem in awhile
That is out of my ordinary style
Lately I seem to be happy
Just to pray and smile
This is quite fine
I know my Father has an ultimate
Purpose for me
It may seem as if it is changing
Constantly, it is for others to see
His existence through me
To become a fanner bee
To pray for others
In a world filled with sin
Closer to Our Father
I pray, my prayers,
will bring them
A starting point
To open the door for
The healing to begin
Our Father begot His Son
Easter is rememberence
That through our Savior
Christ Jesus resurrection
Our lives have just begun
A blessing Jesus left with us
The Holy Spirit to guide everyday
If we open our hearts and eyes
We will see His light
In amazing ways.
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY
ENJOY EASTER BLESSINGS EVERYDAY

Farther along we'll know all about it
Farther along we'll understand why
Cheer up my brothers, live in the sunshine
We'll understand this, all by and by

Tempted and tried, I wondered why
The good man died, the bad man thrives
And Jesus cries because he loves em' both
We're all cast-aways in need of ropes
Hangin' on by the last threads of our hope
In a house of mirrors full of smoke
Confusing illusions I've seen

Where did I go wrong, I sang along
To every chorus of the song
That the devil wrote like a piper at the gates
Leading mice and men down to their fates
But some will courageously escape
The seductive voice with a heart of faith
While walkin' that line back home

So much more to life than we've been told
It's full of beauty that will unfold
And shine like you struck gold my wayward son
That deadweight burden weighs a ton
Go down into the river and let it run
And wash away all the things you've done
Forgiveness alright

Farther along we'll know all about it
Farther along we'll understand why
Cheer up my brothers, live in the sunshine
We'll understand this, all by and by

Still I get hard pressed on every side
Between the rock and a compromise
Like the truth and pack of lies fightin' for my soul
And I've got no place left go
Cause I got changed by what I've been shown
More glory than the world has known
Keeps me ramblin' on

Skipping like a calf loosed from it's stall
I'm free to love once and for all
And even when I fall I'll get back up
For the joy that overflows my cup
Heaven filled me with more than enough
Broke down my levee and my bluff
Let the flood wash me

And one day when the sky rolls back on us
Some rejoice and the others fuss
Cause every knee must bow and tongue confess
That the son of god is forever blessed
His is the kingdom, we're the guests
So put your voice up to the test
Sing Lord, come soon

Farther along we'll know all about it
Farther along we'll understand why
Cheer up my brothers, live in the sunshine
We'll understand this, all by and by
JOSH GARRELS

Just move me on down to the coast
Where life's meaning has it's most

Where the the waves hit the shores of the sea
That is where the wind guides me

Like the force of the undertow
My heart is always in wrenching desire to be Where the waves flow~°•~°•

Food is not my friend
If it were not a necessity of life
I would not mind
Never seeing it again

The only time I truly desire
Is when hunger sets in
Then my deepest craving is Mexican

Still I have excess weight
That does not want to go away
I've given up my childhood desires
For sweetness, yet still the fat wants to stay

Working in a food related atmosphere
Is not my cup of tea
Having my hands upon food
Brings out the nervousness in me

It was not always like this
Chocolate cake was my favorite, used to be
One bite of it and I was fast forwarded
Into a land of ecstasy

I don't know why this change has come about
I would like to think
The Lord has a purpose
For this route

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PROVERBS 15:17
Better is dinner of herbs where love is than a fattened ox and hatred with it.

JOHN 6:27
Do not labor for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him God the Father has set his seal"

Isn't is great
when I have a moment
In life where I truly relate

No matter what
Subject it may be
If it clicks in the brain
There is a lesson set
For me to see

Mhmm...
Mhmm... yea!
Mhmm... ey-yeah-ey yeah yeah yeah mm... mhmm

Mhmm... mhmm...
Mhmm... yea! yeah
Mhmm... ey-yeah-ey yeah yeah mm mm, mhm

Hey, yea-yea, yeah-eh-yeah-eh, yeah-eh-yeah-eh
Hey hey-yea-eh yeah, mhmm

Professional or beginner doesnt matter
Every sinner is a prisoner in a body that is subject to time
Now my entwined mind tries to form a straight line
not like twised scoliosis of the spinal chord

Construct
Cross eyed carpenters are cuttin' crooked lines
Can't construct
man-made shrines when the winds and the water move sands of time

Many minds on a deadline, yet live life like a live wire
I'm not tired!
Of blood and fire
Spirit's moving higher than the green grass ever lifted me

Spirit's moving higher...
Than anything else ever lifted you
Mm, see

We got spirituality
It's living in us like one in three
Injustice is concerning me
in the non-linear eternity
I'm speaking paradoxically
but you can nod your head now when you understand me-e-e-ee...

This is for my free men
whose backs wont bend in the lions den
now with their eyes on the ending

This is for my free women!
They fight with their love
The bearers of our children

Free men whose backs wont bend in the lions den
now with their eyes on the ending

This is for my free women
They fight with their love
The bearers of our children

We shine like lights exposing
what lies underneath decomposing
Unearth those chains that are rusted
my sweet Lord, is that what i trusted in?
That sin? That tomfoolery? Ugh!
What it is is mental jewelery that I adorned myself with

The enemy's gifts, the man-made myths, the ignorant bliss
of marijuana spliffs and alchoholic fifths
I got so sick and tired of it

Delivered and redeemed
by christ i mean
It's time to start livin'
and get a reason for the rhyme

I dont wanna be dead-wrong on the deadline
Standing on the dark side and all out of time...
Like a blind pantomime's fantasize
climb up his own ladder to the sunshine

Nothin's mine
that hasn't been given
No one's alive here
that hasn't been risen
For 19 years i was trapped in a prison

Feeding my escape by means of derision
but every man-made attempt just failed
when trapped in a jail
of my own guilt, shame, and iniquity

I was looking for freedom
How'd I find freedom?

Oh! Oh, freedom...
from all of this

He said believe
He said believe

Who are you telling me to belei-e-eve... yea
'Said I'm the Christ

Oh!
...he said I'm the Christ

So I believed.

Freedom!

Mhmm... yea
Mhmm... ey!
Mhmm... ey-yeah-ey yeah yeah yeah eh, mhmm

Mhmm... Hey! No, no no
Mhmm... yea!
Mhmm... Yea ey-yeah-ey yeah yeah mhm,

Nah na-na-nah

Season change bringing forth
~~~pain on my brain
I long to write a poem or two
~~~yet, all my rhymes have withdrew
I pray my brain will adjust to this seasonal time
~~~At last, my heart will come back to the
~~~~~~~~FRREDOM OF RHYME~~~~~~~~~

Who I am
Is who I'm
Going to be
Because it is all
Up to me

Your eyes are
Open, you see
You love the soul
You let free

You will find
That the soul
You love so
Won't let go
You will see
You make me
●●WHOLE●●

Blooming in my hearts delight
In the Garden of Eternal might
Peace sprouts from a drop
Of sincerity
Sun shines rays of clarity
Spring thriving in blooms once again
Through God's secret
So simple
Love one another, forever be friends.

I think I have written something similar to this before but here she is again just a knocking at my brains door!!!!

HEADACHE, HEADACHE......
.................. GO AWAY!!!!!!
I'VE TAKEN SEVERAL
REMEDIES°•°°•°•°•°
YET STILL YOU STAY!
AM I MISSING A MESSAGE?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN TO SAY?
HEADACHE, HEADACHE.........
YOU WILL NEVER BE MY FRIEND!
I DO NOT LIKE THE GAMES
YOU PLAY¤¤¤¤¤¤°•
SO I PRAY○♡○
TO THE LORD FOR THIS
HEADACHE, HEADACHE.........
TO FOREVER
~~~~~~~~~GO AWAY°•°•°•°•°•
AMEN

Cloudy day today
My memories fray away
Let sunshine break way

Going to the neuroligist this morning
To hear what he has to say
Recently I experienced some of the ole' time De Ja Vous
Bringing back memories
I wish I had never been through
In my heart I know
It was all part of Our Father's plan
For me to face the next battle in this world
A reminder to strive for patience and understand
My life is but a grain of sand
In His ultimate plan!
~WKR~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Lord, Make me a channel of thy peace- that where there is hatred I may bring love- that where there is wrong, I may bring the Spirit of Forgivness~ That where there is discord, I may bring Harmony- That where there is error, I may bring Truth- that where there is doubt, I may bring Faith- That where there is despair, I may bring Hope- that where there are shadows, I may bring Light, - That where there is sadness, - I may bring Joy.
Lord, grant that I may seek rather to comfort, than to be conforted- to understand, than to be understood- to love that to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal life. AMEN
THE PRAYER OF SAINT FRANCES OF ASSISSI

GRACE


         Gives
         Revelation
        fAvor
         Conforming
rightEousness

Grace & me
We're meant
To be
Obedience grows
Deep within
Me for God's
Love is truth
Meant to be
A respect which
Launched deep
Inside of me
The moment
My eyes opened
To The Light
I could see
He is my Savior
He always knew
It was meant to be