Nothing hurts
more than
being
left


left with those hard memories
to keep living every
moment
with


with this unstable condition of love
leaving you with
nothing

nothing but those hard memories
to go on your life
with

I hate you,
for making me the happiest person on earth
I hate you,
for taking this from me
I hate you,
for making me everything I said I don't wanna ever become
I hate you,
for changing my dreams to our dreams
I hate you,
for giving up on us
I hate you,
for leaving me high with your love
I hate you,
for destroying me
for destroying you
for destroying us
I hate you,
because I love you.
while your not around .

I
do
know
what it
means to
feel deeply;
never you mind
my abundant air.
Never take me for a
capricious vesper without
cares, worries, or empathy,
and know that heart with which I
am most reckless as my own heart.
For the sake of love I swallow poison
and bury what I will not let myself feel,
because it would break you into bits.
Can't you see me crying silently?
Can't you see that every laugh,
every smile, carries a lone
teardrop?...

Your login
lights up
both my screen
and my
face

An anxiety designed to prevent learning.