Warren-Johnson

Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

Anxiety a feeling of flight
I avoid the fight
With all my might
Sight, sound and touch
Bring me to a new light

Happy not just a state of mind, for it be a place
Oh so much so it’s a place, a time, a destination and a goal
It be where we should reside

When you walk into my home I want you to feel it!
When you look at me my heart will show it! For happy is where my heart resides!

Happy I need for me first!
If those that hearts are set in unhappiness they need know it remains their choice!

My Happiness is mine! no one else can steal it or navigate it!
I am the captain of this ship!

Oh happiness is mine!
I own it’s title deed

As a lush garden I aim to keep it in bloom!
So who ever should visit even a fleeting moment in my life! Should know happiness be mine!
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

If I were a rose, my fragrance I'd choose would be life

I sit in a garden all dull and dry, here and there spring trying to push her colour's through.
And then I hear and see so much more ! Life in abundance!

No not the drone of the delivery truck struggle up the hill,
But the hundreds of birds in song!
Chirping away, here and there a butterfly goes with the wind to a new blossom.
A joyous sight by far!

How often do we stop and listen let alone hear?
Fact is life as we know it be equal in audio to that drone of the delivery truck!
Yet life should be as those birds sing in flight!
How often do we smell the fragrance of the spring blossom?
Look at the wonderous skyline?
Or hear the joyous song birds?
Happy not just a state of mind, for it be a place
Oh so much so it’s a place, a time, a destination and a goal
It be where we should reside

When you walk into my home I want you to feel it!
When you look at me my heart will show it! For happy is where my heart resides!

Happy I need for me first!
If those that hearts are set in unhappiness they need know it remains their choice!

My Happiness is mine! no one else can steal it or navigate it!
I am the captain of this ship!

Oh happiness is mine!
I own it’s title deed

As a lush garden I aim to keep it in bloom!
So who ever should visit even a fleeting moment in my life! Should know happiness be mine!
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

Id wish on every star!

A star so bright i saw tonight!
I thought of you!
Not for its sheer beauty in this wondorous sky! Although i could relate them!
Not for its radiance!
There too i could relate as you shine always!
No not for many other reasons I could compare!
But for the simple thought!
A wish upon a star!
I wished you were mine!
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

A SMILE EACH DAY

Roseacre the name of the suburb i grew up in.
Today on a bench at a clinic named roseacres i ponder,
Would a acre of roses make me happy?

Well if i could pick of them each day for you?
Oh yes a smile each day, i would have!
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

HEALING

SO FAR MOSTLY SLEEP
ONE GROUP SESSION
I CAN SEE DIRECTION
SOMEHOW NUMB TO YOU
OH YES DEPRESSION YOU!
BE THAT IM ON CLOUD NINE, OR JUST ASLEEP!
AT LEAST HERE I SOMEHOW THINK, I CAN DEAL WITH YOU
FROM HERE IT MIGHT TAKE TIME BUT HEALING BE A POSSIBILITY!
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

Alive they call this state!

Alive?
Shouldn't I at least know to keep some joy?
That only i get to reside in its capital city,
”Misery”
When will I rather cease to feel and be numb to all your hurt you provide?
Oh rather spare this world my existance!
And bring a life with that can make diference!
Alive? no im sure hell be here so how can i be alive?
Joy be it real or only a carrot to be dangled infront of this donkey?
Alive?
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Warren-Johnson Sep 2018

Lifer No Doubt

It's been said people come into your life for a season, a reason or a lifetime!
Well, the people there for a season although not all negative experiences pass through only.
Then those for a reason probably more to their own benefit!
But those, there for, a lifetime not only give a reason but make us want to be more!
They never leave you no matter the circumstances!
I know my soulmate and although she only sees a season I know my life is to be spent with her!
I hope with all I am she sees this true!
For i’ll be here waiting, I love her beyond all this fighting!
I would do whatever to have her realize this!
Been told of late there is no-one you cannot live without!
Well maybe true to some extent, however, what if there is someone, I wish all I am don't want to be without?
What if my soul seethes for her like lungs desperate for air?
I have to just show her that I am here and if it takes a lifetime for her to see it, ill be sad till the day she does! Yes, sad! although life doesn't allow us to spend all our time together, nor would I think it healthy! But yes sad for every minute I loose with her I cannot regain!
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