Cruel and ignorant
You think you've won
The war isn't over honey
Oh it's just begun
Your bombs hit cold
Mine hit hot
You'll get what you have coming
Don't think that you'll not
Funny, abandonment
You think it's so easy
Honey please
I'll make sure you won't forget me
Hear my name
See my face
You'll regret the day
You abandoned me

I think about you day and night
I begin to dream
Thoughts that make my heart take flight
I smile from ear to ear
Singing love songs
Loud enough for the world to hear
Oh this feeling is so grand
I dream of us soaking in the sun
Laying in the sand
Waves would be crashing
And my, did you look smashing!
We'd laugh and play
And waste the day away
When night falls
We'll cuddle in close
With a fire that calls
Inviting marshmallows to roast
And in my dream
I could already feel
Our love was strong
Our love was real

This is what I want to do:**
Be wrecked silly with hormones
Fall deep in love, too

The talk of the town is us
But we don't hear their sour words
We're perfect together with trust

Nobody understands
But that's okay
We weren't paying attention to them anyway

The first hug caught me off guard
It started a crush
And you mended my heart shards

Never better have we been
We'll be together
Till the end

I can see you smiling through the pain
You've been through storms of hurt and rain
Your heart is big, but your eyes weak
But you still act strong, oh so sweet
Although you say you're quite alright
Saying that phrase takes all your might
Such a weak soul, you think to yourself
And begin doing things not good for your health
You'll walk out of bathrooms with nosebleeds
Hiding your face so no one sees
No one knows anything
Just the way you want it to be
Years after rehab, you begin again
But to stop, all you needed was a friend
Someone who cared about you so
And take care of you in times of woe
A friend who loved you endlessly
And to make sure you fell sound asleep
A friend at heart is all you need
To cope with this world full of greed

I met you
You, oh perfect you
On such an imperfect day
With imperfect classes
Rushing in the halls
Too busy for anything
But it was decided
We had to meet
Fate made time for us
Fall time
After class under the trees
We met
But back then
We didn't know
We'd later be
In love so deep

You left when I needed you most
And I can't blame you
I was turing into a mess
Too much to handle
I think it was better for us both
Ending up this way
Cause you deserve better
Than to sit here and stay
You deserved much more
Than trying to fix me
I could read it in your eyes
The frustration was easy to see
I still wish it went a different way
That you didn't have to leave
I wish I could make it better
But I still hope you'll come back to me

I wish I could say
I knew you like before
It seems like yesterday
When you walked out the door
My heart was broken
But you didn't care
For you, I left my life open
Like Hawaiian air
You shattered my heart
And ran out of my future
As if we never had a start
As if we were never together

I've never been sure of love 
Simply because I've never felt it 
I would say "I love you"
But never really meant it 
I've never never felt the warmth 
Of a true first kiss
Or had the aching feeling 
Of somebody I miss
I've never known the depth
How love really went
Or believing that someone 
Could possibly be heaven sent 
I've never felt a shiver through my spine
Or the feeling of not enough time
You could say
I've been deprived
Of love's lies

Infatuation
Acceptation
Completely comatose
Exuberant compassion
Affection, I suppose
Heart excessive beating
Mind eccentrically flailing
All of the above
Are the signs and symptoms
Of the steps that lead to love

We can never get free
Weighed underwater
Trapped in memories

Midnight was approaching
So I got ready
I had to make sure everything went great
Make sure things were steady

Midnight is here
And I'm waiting
I turn away
As couples are kissing

Midnight came and you weren't there
All the disappointment and hurt, I can't bear
Slowly breaking..
Way to ring in the new year.

And as though she read my mind
She walked away
And just like that
I'd lost a friend
Someone who was there though it all
Now gone
Oh well
I thought
Just another open space in my heart
As always
So alone
Growing more lonely every day
Not a surprise
Given any day
I would have chosen to live alone
I would have been by myself
It's better that way
After all
The life of a changeling
Is a lonesome one

It was the beginning and the end
That are said to have mattered more
The middles meant too much
To try and reminisce
They held too much compassion
Was too nostalgic
Held too many saudade memories
The middle hurt too much
We try to make it matter less
When in reality
The middle matters the most

I keep revising a letter
I know I'll never send

If a storm could be a lover
She’d whistle through the night
Howl and roar with anger
Knock you straight down
She’d stop you in your tracks
Scared for your life
She’s a wild one
That can’t be tamed
Wipe out your happiness
Replace it with gloomy days
If a storm could be a lover
She’d ruin you right there and then

I only look attractive at night
When the curtains fall
And my glasses slip to my nose
When my eyeliner is smeared into the creases of my lids
And my hair is wrapped up into a messy pile on the top of my head

Not the raw state you see in the early of the morning
But the raw state you see in the midst of the night
As the light fades from our bodies
And succumbs to exhaustion
When our angers no longer have any power over us
And sweet serenity washes through our minds

I only look attractive at night
For it is my most vulnerable state

Close my eyes
As the pain subsides
In the silent night
I let myself die

Daylight falls
No entity remains
The cries for help
Echo in the rain
Voices weaken
Interest dissipates
As we seek out
A clean slate

A toy heart can bend
But it won't ever break

Depression called
She said that you had cheated her
She thought that you were weak
She knew she could have defeated you
But you were too strong
You stood your ground
And now that you're better
A new lifestyle has been found

Last night you were in my dreams
Yes you kissed me, oh so sweet
In reality, your presence is cold
No sweet kisses, as I was told
The truth is I miss you
And all the cute things we would do
I promise I can change back
I'm sorry, I just lost my track
One day again we'll be together
That love, I will treasure
I'll keep your heart safe
And you'll have mine
We'll be together
Till the end of time

Summer fades
And crushes don't last
I wanted you to love me
Is that so much to ask?
I miss you
Your voice, your touch
You haven't said "I love you"
Or talked to me much
I'm wondering what to do
I'll do anything to stay with you
But here I am
Open for your care
I hope you save me
Before it becomes too much to bear

Late nights are when my thoughts linger
I think too deep and begin to ponder
Why life has no purpose but to bring joy or pain
We have so much to lose but much more to gain
Many people give up too fast
Instead of living in the present, they focused on the past
These thoughts strike in the middle of the night
And they make me wonder with all of my might
I haven't lost that much
The only thing I fear is to lose all trust
Half of that is already gone
It got swept away with old love songs
My thoughts are getting foggy an hard to see
The midnight hour is the key

Things came crashing down
You weren't there
No, instead you turned around
Avoiding the whole mess
Things came crashing down
And you couldn't have cared less