Well, it's been a year
But you look the same
Same laugh lines
On your same young face 
Then all these 
Memories come rushing back
It's all so sudden 
Like a heart attack 
I'm thinking 
"I should go"
But you see me here
And you're looking so
Happy that I was there
But I don't smile back
No, I just stare

Cause the past is the past, dear
It won't change
We can't keep playing
These old games
Though I'd love to walk down
Memory lane
It hurts too much so
I can't stay

I
Didn't want to
I didn't want to
Have to
But
In a way
I think you
Made me

In the fall, I loved your beanie
The way you kicked around leaves
Your love for dying nature

In the winter, I loved your hugs
How you got me hot tea for the weather
When you held my frozen hand

In the spring, I loved your color
Your need for bright happiness
The way you dragged me to the pool

In the summer, I loved your voice
Our late night conversations
Sneaking out and romancing

I loved you for all seasons
I'll love you for the next rounds
Even if you aren't here to share them with me